lys

Guilt

2010-06-07T01:56:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i really feel damn guilty..what happens if it's a mistake that u've done wrong and someone take the blame cause she's your superior..that really sucks..i dun want that to happen..why can't i be blame..i'm really sorry..

Sometimes when i'm feeling empty..when i went to the one and alone place i really feel that i'm at home..i dun care what ever happens to it but i know that i really love CHC from the bottom of my heart..:D..

Camp impact soon!..can't wait..LD

Let nature takes its course my dear
Lys

2010-05-23T02:53:00.003+08:00

Ever thinking about the things that have happen and comparing it now..it's totally different..it seems like everything have been in different places suddenly....

where are you?
i want to say that i miss you

Lys

Beloved dreams into broken means..

2010-05-16T01:35:00.002+08:00

Have your every had the feeling a person who is so close to you had left all of a sudden?..It truely sucks to the core..it hurts too...the worst thing is the fact that u can't do no shit about it to prevent that from happening... All the past happenings all seems so real, but yet it's as if it's only a dream, a dream that even make the most unhappy person to jump for joy..You are that dream, my dream..no more..

when all else fails, You never fail me
LYS

2010-05-15T09:18:00.002+08:00

I can feel that it's totally different now..everything's change..but i can't do anything to stop that..or am i just thinking too much..no more nightmare please..i dun want this to happen at all

Lys

2010-05-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

I'm trying my best...but no matter what i dun feel that i can be anymore..it's really hard to be the same as before..

God help me...tell me what to do
Lys

i'm sorry i broke my promise it's way pass my bedtime

2010-04-20T01:17:00.004+08:00

I PROMISE

Set it off
If you stepped back,
And realized
Im sure that youll see,
That these words
That were spoken eventually
Will dwell in my conscience
Til my dying day.
Oh what can I say
To change your perception,
Want me by your side?
The fact that youve moved on
Makes me wanna cry.
If you open your door
Ill be there with arms wide
Just begging and praying
For one more goodbye.
So Ill wait for you,
Even though you dont want me to.

Because Im not over you.
I promise.
This word they call love,
Come push or to shove,
I meant it and now Im in tears,
My love.
Oh, my love.
Oh.

I keep telling myself that
Its not what it seems.
And wish that you wouldnt keep
Haunting my dreams.
Ill shoot out of bed
And wake up in a sweat.
How could I forget?
I imagined the worst when
You were on the phone
As you sat there,
And told me
That you were alone.
I could see him;
I know how he makes you behave,
That this wasnt the girl that I kissed on our date.
But Ill wait for you,
Even though you dont want me to.

Because Im not over you.
I promise.
This word they call love,
Come push or to shove,
I meant it and now Im in tears,
Because Im not over you.
I promise,
You wont see this face
Show up at your place.
Although Im in town,
Ill stay here.
My love.
Oh, my love.
My love.
Oh, my love.

And I should know better,
Give up while I can.
And prove to the world
That Ill be my own man.
You broke me
And took me along for the ride
And this pain that youve left me
Should make me subside

But Im not over you
(Im not over you
Im not over you
Im not over you)
I promise.
This word they call love,
Come push or to shove,
(I wished I could do anything to get you back)
I meant it and now Im in tears,
Because Im not over you (cause Im over you)
I promise,
You wont see this face
Show up at your place. (Dont let me go)
Although Im in town,
Ill stay here.

Cause Im not over you
I promise.
This word they call love,
Come push or to shove,
I meant it and now Im in tears,
My love.

I love God..Does He love me?...what about you? do you?..i wish time could stop and everything could be what i wanted..

i'm lost
Lys

FINALLY 18th!!

2010-04-06T00:41:00.007+08:00

WOOHOO i'm finally 18..=)..now i can get to do A LOT OF THINGS!! =)

WOOHOO i'm finally 18..=)..seriously can't wait for that to happen lar hope that could get driving license asap..

i was really happy for the 'surprise b'day' from the thursday and mj they all...i really didn't expect them to really get together so well..hahas must be because of me...^^...well..celebrated on friday..did a lot of stuff..have to wear super funny stuff and walk around inter.. damn pai seh pls..then walk like crazy...then cross road blindfolded freaking scary...bang pole bag, chair dunno what shit...kena cake smashed TWICE...2 of my fav cakes! =) and have to drink the most DISGUSTING milk tea in the world wide world...seriously taste like shit..-.-...but overall i really have fun and was really touched by them!! THANKS EVERYBODY!!...man i love sec school friends!!=)

Went swimming with mj they all again!!..but this time it's all the way to jurong east..-.-...wa lao it's super far...got lost thanks to someone...haha but yeah...got our way with the trustworthy eqn of +AxI...had fun there...play slide like siao..hahs then rush for service!! it's easter!!=) the drama is really really good..=) i like it..did the usual stuff there...had a great time too!!=)...N412 is the love!!=)

it's not even a day and i feel like dying
really hope that u're safe
that u're alright
i'm really gonna rot for the 4 days..=( imy
LYS

2010-03-26T14:11:00.003+08:00

Had a wonderful time at botanic garden and railway with the recent people..though wasn't any happy with the pics but yeah i had a WONDERFUL time with them..=D..apple strudel and coronation pool after that..=)..

Watch When at Rome yesterday with them again and tou hua together!! haha damn fun..=) talked a lot of shit..especially the u suck-.-...hahas..

cg later! can't wait!!=) ta ta...

Can't wait for 3rd april!!.=)

ps: EH Bestie and Thursdays! When are we going out again??!! i miss u all!!.=0

i miss u too
but i'm afraid if i tell
it'll all be different
Lys

2010-03-17T23:43:00.002+08:00

Had Bm0912 chalet (including jacob and jayden) recently...love spending time with them though at some point of time i need to go for cg..but yeah..=) still love it...took pictures played games and laugh like shit..All the moments are really special to me

D camp is interesting as i get to know more people in NYP and i realise that there is a lot more hyperactive people other than me..during that camp i felt different as all my close friends were not there at all..it's seems that all have disappeared and i'm all alone..but yeah God's always with me.. and i know it..=)

Went back to OAC selection hike on Monday..wow..i felt that i've been away from home for a long time..the feeling i have is serious different..all the activities i had with them ...going back to meet new juniors..bonding with the current seniors..Attended Youth service after that..wow it's full of energy and Had a great time to worship God..

I have this strange feeling i had for something i just can't tell what is it..and it's bothering me for some time...i want to know what is this feeling..it isn't good nor bad..it's just an irritating feeling that bothers me...God help me...

it's you i'm waiting for
Lys

Incoming EXAMS

2010-02-09T01:27:00.003+08:00

Going to have excel exam later yeah trying my best..learn what is learn and gonna give it all i got... i HAVE to study more...-.-... seriously damn irritating..exams start next week friday and haven't do new year shopping..

Going to have fellowship dinner on wed!!.=).. can't wait...But for now excel here i come..

i dunno why but i'm all attracted to you
Lys

i wish i wish i wish

2010-02-02T11:28:00.002+08:00

Okay exams are just around the corner and i still have problems staying awake...i have no idea what's wrong but it seems like no matter what i try to do i'll fall asleep...i mean SERIOUSLY...it happens almost every lecture, lessons and even when travelling..haiz i really have to find a way to change..

Helping out in dialect service seriously open my eyes, it's so different..though i dun really understand what they are talking but yeah, just looking at the senior citizens being so devoted to God and having the love for God just like us really fired me up for being a Christain..

I'm going to study for 2 WEEKS! i'm telling myself that and i'm gonna do it!..=) ta ta..=)

i'm sure it's you

Lys

Him is all i've been living for..

2010-01-13T02:28:00.004+08:00

Getting lazier annd lazier to blog hahas..so yeah...finally get to do some stuff. Have been hanging out with dennis mj esther and sisca very often recently. And now preparing for exams and projects

I finally get to have dinner with thursdays (with mj and dennis) =) it's really a long time since we catch up with each other. But yeah still quite close..=)...

Went swimming, rochor beancurd just randomly, mahjong again with the sisca, esther, mj and dennis..hahas was fun and yeah getting closer and closer=)

Help out in open house but basically i did nothing at all.... 5.5hours just slacking and playing bluff with a bunch of cheaters-.-...

Had service and bible study!..=)...nixi still not coming for church yet..=) shall pray..=D..

Alright gtg ta ta..=D test tml...=D

God help me
tell me whether if it's true
Lys

Happy New Year!

2010-01-02T03:17:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

Had a totally awesome night on countdown! Attended a 'ball' from N412. Had prepare food with the other church friends at derek's house. Cooked for N412 chicken wings, bee hoon, nuggets hahas=) went there had totally lots of fun!=)=)=) Exchange of presents and everything

Celebrate countdown at celes's house!

and after that mahjong, cards, vodka and everything else the whole night till morning!=)

man N412 is seriously my love.=)

i read through some of my friends's blog and yeah i realise that they all have planned for 2010.

and i suddenly thought of this.

what is my goals? my plans for the future? And i sat down and thought of it

Hope that my parents will allow me to become a Christain
My GPA will be 3 and above
N412 will bond and grow

yeah this is the 3 main goals that i want=) let's hope and pray that it happens=)

gtg take care.. tata=0

Lys

Christmas!

2009-12-27T13:09:00.003+08:00

CHRISTmas IS FUN!! spend the time with wang, bestie and Mj for eve and Christmas yeah...sadly can't go for the eve's service with N412 but yeah went alone the other day it was great!...

Eve
have bbq at home, makan played drink haha mj was totally cmi lar..hahas=)

Christmas
went for service then went wang's house then all of us went out! slack took pictures and everything..=) went to dennis's youth group bbq...was fun! get to know more new friends!

now preparing for 31st! =)

through God all things are possible
Lys

N412 my love love love!! =)

2009-12-16T21:58:00.002+08:00

Yay going to Finally get my bible tml! wahha dennis is buying for me as an encouragement? i dunno why but yeah thanks! and daryl got me a book too.. love it!! =) i really thank God for having such good friends!! =) I love God and God loves me!! Can't wait for tml's CG! =D

Mummy ask me out to go shopping!! omg how great can that be...been hoping that i could bomb her like crazy..but yeah there is a more important thing to do on Sunday..so yeah

alright gonna study now...tml have last paper..stats..-.-....ta ta..=0

i really dunno how to say this
and i dunno where to start
God help me pls
Lys

Him is all i want

2009-12-13T02:21:00.004+08:00

i seriously love today!! reason?

Get to have bible study! (though i little bit scary)
Get to go for church! i seriously love chc!
Manage to make it for Shi min's party!
Having spend time with old friends!!

bible study made me really understand even more about the stuff that is inside the bible and what it is trying to say..the stuff of people.. the sins..the deaths..Jesus...i love it..and more importantly i love Him.

After that was church which talks about dreams and everything..which is really good too..=) i'm encourage by the people and now even more motivated to serve the Lord for he is everything.

Rushed all the way to shi min's house to have her party and yeah celebrated her b'day and yeah at the same time..did some catching up and bonding with kenneth cw jf they all..damn fun...

i'm sorry if i didn't went to meet u all thursdays yeah i'll try my best for the next outing

lys

i'm proud of you

2009-12-12T02:28:00.002+08:00

I'm proud of you...this 5 words really made me feel at ease...and through this i was even more encouraged and excited to learn the ways of Christianity and i would serve God and only give in to God as i believe that HE will teach me, nurture me into who i am suppose to be...

went school studied played and everything..after that met up when the last time mates, des, kenneth and yy..it's been a long time which i've seen them and yeah did a bit of catching up..went for evening prayer and then hunting for si min's present..=)..FROLICK in the end and yeah..=) love it..

yeah going to have bible study and church later!..=)..yeah and after that rushing all the way to si min's house to celebrate her b'day...yeah...can't wait..

i love catching up with my friends.. and i believe it's time we catch up to each other thursdays..=) hope to see u all real soon=)

lys

N412 my love

2009-12-11T01:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY birthday to fatty and dolphin and yun hao and yan zhen! hahas..=)..yeah...sorry for not posting was busy with ica and everything..=)...

this week i lean to god and i started to fast and went for morning prayer or evening prayer..i've learn a lot of things this times and i've make my decision..i want to become a christain if possible...i believe that god is there for me and i can really feel his presence and everything...i've began to learn more stuff from it..

today i want for morning prayer and then cell group in the evening..and i told a testimony about how i feel..i really thank god for blessing me for having this cell group, to be able to be accepted in N412. In there i felt like home..i felt that i belong there..thanks for everything n412...=) i love them and GOD!

lys

I'M ON TOP OF THE WORLD!!=)

2009-12-05T02:00:00.003+08:00

OMG MAN I FEEL THAT I'M ON TOP OF THE WORLD!! hahas the reason being!! I TALKED TO MJ!! =) omfg man fucking happy seriously! MAN i love NYP....hahsa

tml have church!! hahas wearing back school u hahas..=) can't wait..=)...nightz..

lys

2009-12-04T00:10:00.003+08:00

beloved Bm0912 and my sis

This is some of the edited pics that i did..yeah never post any pics for quite some time so yeah..hahas...basically celebrated anthony's b'day today... running up and down...writing and thinking at the same time..but at least it pays off...but it's more than paying off!!! hahas damn damn happy..hahas=)

yeah after that when to cg at enzo house..pray sing talk bible...yeah everything..=)..i love cell group!!.=)

one small thing u do or react makes me go over the moon!
lys

Anthony!=D

2009-12-03T01:26:00.005+08:00

haiz today is a failure man...-.-.. option day sucks..-.-...haiz...damn stupid lar me...fuck man gonna change LYS must change!!....

hmm 3 december is ANTHONY's B'day!! hahas woohoo..bet he dunno that he bought him stuff..wahaha...happy bithday!!...hmm... later going cell group!! WOOOHOO can't wait man..=D..

lys

TODAY's THE DAY!!

2009-12-02T01:35:00.003+08:00

YAYAYYAAYAYYAYAYYAYYAY!!! omg man finally option day is HERE!! can't wait to find out the courses..hahas...YEA RIGHT...wahaha..=)...got chance see ....

damn shit got effective writing today..-.-... dunnno what to study at all..LOL.....yeah...=0..alright going sleep le...=)

lys

Macro..-.-

2009-11-30T23:48:00.003+08:00

i dunno why i feel that the more i study the more i cannot rmb now leh..hahas damn crazy me..hahas dun care..been studying since like 9...dota time..=)..i want to go church!! haha...damn random i know but i feel very comfortable there..hahas can't help it wahhaa...

2 mroe days to option day! WOOOO can't wait!!=)

lys

2009-11-29T02:56:00.003+08:00

hahas omg man all i could say is i really love church now..hahas seriously..love every bit of it..the people.. the place.. the pastor...the stuff..yeah..it just feels different..=)

Friday
went to sam's house to study..hahas supposing meet at 12 but reach at 2 cause celia told sam to take my time what..hahas=0..yeah study a while then went to daryl's cell group's bbq! hahas..=0..yeah..took pics...eat...talk about shit..hahas and then FROLICK...=)..hahas yeap!! i love it..wahaha

Saturday
Stayed at home in the morning..went out in the afternoon for church..haha i know damn random but yeah i love it.=)...was a bit late...but still it's good though esther have to come pick us..hahas..=) love more of it...then went airport to makan hahas...makan slack..hahas yeah that all ba..=)

haiz damn sian macro test on tuesday...staying at home the whole day tml to study..-.-...nvm now dota time..=D..haha ta ta..+0

where are you
lys

Maybe it's just you =)

2009-11-25T01:42:00.003+08:00

yay access is a goner..hahas=).. though comfirm die de..but i'm glad it's over...hahas ..going to study now exams is just around the corner!!..jia you!!...hahhas...i think know what i want now...hahas=)...

oh and I PROMISE NOT TO SLEEP IN LECTURE AGAIN!!..eh guys if i sleep whack me till i wake up no matter what...

i love talking to you...it's just totally different..
damn fun damn interesting damn nice..
maybe it's just you
lys

access = ggfied

2009-11-24T10:15:00.002+08:00

access exam going to start... let's not hope i get cleon.=).... sian... ggfied now..

ta ta...wish me luck

lys

2009-11-23T18:15:00.004+08:00

In tutorial now..zzz...suppose to study now!!! tml got macro test i haven't study finish!! Wed got effective writing!!... next week tues access thurs POA...stats dunno when..-.-.. damn must study le serious!!

lys

2009-11-23T18:15:00.003+08:00

in tutorial now..zzz...suppose to study now!!! tml got macro test i haven't study finish!! Wed got effective writing!!... next week tues access thurs POA...stats dunno when..-.-.. damn must study le serious!!

lys

ggfied

2009-11-23T18:15:00.002+08:00

OMG!! i'm so bored at library....cb tml access exam..i like dunno a single shit when without the book lar..-.-.. gonna pray hard today to kena someone very very pro in access tml..=D..hahas...ta ta..dota time..=)

lys

Seeking a missing link

2009-11-23T01:58:00.003+08:00

Saturday
...didn't did much these past few days..hahas..went to work with mj dennis and wen yi at SGH museum...at the beginning we all were like wtf?.. there is such thing before..hahas mj went for the briefing and still dunno where is it..hahas..-.-...hahas and i saw chainarong doing the quest thing also!! hahas =)

...yeah actually suppose to go night cycling but have to above 18...cb knn...=(..damn sian..hahas then went home watch parnormal activity =)

Sunday
....went gym with wang and went to meet bestie to makan dinner....suppose to meet up with mj dennis ramanan azfar!! wa piang so long never see ram le after he went malaysia...yeah then summore it's dennis b'day!! hahas..but yeah too late cannot meet up..=/...went to meet mummy they all to makan..hahsa then on the way ar....damn funny...in the car...i release a bomb..hahas wa the whole car smells like fuck lar..hahas then mummy they all wine down the window for air..hahas..dad actually wanted to stop the car...hahas..=)..makan then went home...=)

going to chiong study now...take care...till next time..=)

seeking a missing link
lys

I'm glad it's over..=)

2009-11-16T01:17:00.003+08:00

Celebrated my grandma's b'day and my auntie's b'day today..hahas =)...yeah ate at crystal jade...did my tutorial willing for the first time =).. took pics... makan...had a great time.

great man..marketing project submission on friday i haven't started..okay shall start tml..i swear..=)

MJ's going chalet from monday to friday..=(...LOL...hahas Going night cycling on sat with Daryl's social group on SATURDAY with Dennis and MJ!! OMG OMG can't wait..=)...hahas.. till next time..=) wahaha...

i'm glad it's over..
lys

I LOVE CHURCH!!

2009-11-15T03:16:00.005+08:00

today is a happy day!!..hahas for the first time...i went to a church!!

hahas went to city harvest church today with dennis and mj and daryl!! hahas omg man damn nice and fun!!.=)...the songs can seriously kick ass..fell in love with a particular song but i can't find it!.=(..and wow the people there seriously damn into it lar...

sat down and listen to the pastor talk really really made me fell into it...at that time...though i'm a buddhist..but he made me believe there is god's existence...=)...i love church!! the people there damn nice!! daryl's group damn friendly and nice i love them!! haha went expo makan..then got robinson sale then i bought shirt the other 3 bought boxer..haha then daryl's gf ask them what they buy they ps sia dun dare say...hahah damn funny!!.=)...I LOVE CHURCH!!=)

hahas crazy..yeah..hope to go more!!..wahahha...

lys

U'll see that i've change

2009-11-14T01:40:00.003+08:00

Before that i really hate the both of them for hurting me and everything...yeah...but after what simonne bestie and the others told me...it really came to sense..

what for..seriously..

how i really wish i could turn back time..really..but yeah...since they 2 really wants to have things going on i shouldn't bother them at all...yeah 7 years of friendship is nothing and so is the 4...it's just plain bullshit which brings pain and problems to it..back to back again...

BUT i want my old me back...and i'm going to stay everthing as the new me

Though he can't see this but yeah i'll still post it..maybe in the future tsunami we might still talk and everything..cuase u still are one of my best friends...but not now when u are with her...

though i lost one of my best friend...i realise that there is still people that cares about me...nas anthony steph bestie simonne and the others...thanks a lot..

u'll see that i've change..
lys

2009-11-12T01:15:00.002+08:00

after so long i never felt anything like this before for a long time... after lots of hurting and everything..i dun feel anything...HOWEVER...after today i felt something again...being crushed by my best friend and the person i like at the same time... well i guess it's really the end for this blog...

MJ

2009-11-11T00:34:00.002+08:00

Things suck the way they are now... things always suck after that thing happened...no matter what i do it just suck...i want to know what is wrong and by showing care and concern nothing is your reply..

i know u well enough that something is going on in your mind.. or something happen.. please..tell me..let me help...

after all this i guess the person i could really count is mj, but i hope that he/she is here for me.

lys

I LOVE GOING TO SCHOOL..

2009-11-10T01:47:00.004+08:00

wow it's a super long time since i blog..hahas hmm can't remember stuff but yeah basically is

studying
school
Nikon d5000 (daisy=D )
going out with belle tsunami and wang
Sister's ROM (class fucker say my Rom..-.- make cher ask ask..-.-)

hahas it's been some time that i've see jie they all... hmm must meet up soon!!..hahas yeah...

New sem same class same fuckers..new stuff...LOL..

yeah starting of school within 1 month all lectures keep calling my group boys le lar..we got black listed alr..-.-..non stop talking and laughing and full of shit..and some was not me and i got blamed...knn..yeap..

hmmmm cannot rmb le...or rather lazy blog... sleeping soon..hahas=)

ta ta people..=0 tc.. I LOVE GOING TO SCHOOL..

i search high and low
looking all over for the one
but i realise that u're just here
lys

Nikon ftw..=)

2009-10-26T00:06:00.002+08:00

Friday
hahas yeah went school and everything then after that went to find jie at koufu haha and showed some magic tricks with my 'fated to be' LOL hahas..damn random...haha then went to meet the wang tsunami steph to play badminton!! hahsa went to tpy and everything..and this happens...-.-..this one fucking irritating no brain dun get the message freaking talkative kid ar..wa piang eh keep disturbing us lar when we playing badminton...then nvm let him play ar.. wa he seriously play like shit keep falling down for nothing..hahas we care more about jie's racket then him hhas...then scolded him shouted at him and tsunami fuck him...hahas then continue to play..then he come again..-.-....then a while later we left and went market to eat talk shit and everything the stuff that we do best..haha.=) love them lots =D

Saturday
Yeah went for nike 10km run early in the morning at 6!! can u believe it i woke up at 5.30 =)... hahas then took 1hour 21 mins to run 10km..hahas due to whiltey's sprain leg and athsma... so not bad lar..=) but i believe can below 1 hour de..serious =)..then after that went to meet belle wang and tsunami...=) hahas went to expo to look for cam and everything..=) then went L4D hahas..then triple d sim lim tpy and home..=) hahas i love that day a lot..just everything is so good except for one part.. hahas.. seriously love them lots =D

Sunday
went to get my nikon dslr..hahsa DAMN HAPPY!!! but at the same time DAMN SAD...lol..yeah..went expo with family to buy it and yeah a 'family' day...,nothing much but it's an arrival of a new fucking good cam..but fucking complicated..seriously i read the manual like 3 times i still dun really understand some stuff=)...so belle and tsunami prepare to teach me!! hahas LOL...and YES everthing turns out to be fine in the end...that's the most important thing..=)

hahas gtg le... have to start on my hw now..ta ta..=)..pictures next time..=0

if comparing you to a dslr
no there is no comparing at all
u win hands down no matter what

lys

Fuck this..

2009-10-20T00:45:00.002+08:00

Fuck man is it me who have change or she who have?? someone please help get it in my head?? fuck this..i dun want any of it...i just want back what that is belong to me..

First day of school?? yeah nothing much...lesson end early like hell slack like hell..did study... going to focus on studying now and fuck care others now...

bye

lys

Believing lion love elephants=)

2009-10-17T02:12:00.002+08:00

i realise that school is starting soon again.. is it good or bad?? i dunno.. before that i really hope that it could end asap so that i wun be sometimes that bored but at the mean time i dun want school to start...yeah.. is it me or what... or maybe cause of u?

yeah did a little shopping here and there recently..hahas yeah i got my hands on polly and goldie le wahaha..=)...have been going around recently....went to collect belle's 10km shirt today ..-.-..come to think of it..hahas nike run is next week..and i didn't even train at all hahas., yeap..gonna die..(sorry whitley for being a little late =/ )

Yeah after that went tsunami's house to play guitar heroes!! hahas damn own ass..and belle suck in drums..wahaha..then went bestie's house to clean up her house..did much cleaning and a little bit of nap there..hahas...then went out with belle and tsunami and BROWNIE!!! OMFG I SO FUCKING MISS BROWNIE LAR!!..it's been like a year since i ever seen him..hahas the best thing is HE REMEMBERS ME!! so happy lar..hahas yeap...went to dog cafe to makan and everything then send belle back then makan again with wang again..then home..haha.=) brownie loves me most...and i love brownie!! =D

yeap going railway later..=D..going to love it i bet....

being worried for you

being there for you
doing everything to you
happiness only comes from you
cause it's you
lys

Especially you =D

2009-10-14T02:22:00.011+08:00

Ubin pics..=D

Marina Barrage pics =D

Escape pics..=)

wa i damn lazy blog recently..hahas but yeah had super lots of fun lar..=)

Friday

Went to celia's house to make the chocolate fridge cake with sam and cleon!! haha...hmm the result... like that lor..so so only then after that went triple d with belle..!!=)...yeah then walk around OG..LOL seriously feels like a kid again lar...LOL then super engrossed in playing our tama again..hahas damn random..=0..

Saturday

Woke up early in the morning and guess what..go all the way to holland village to makan breakfast with belle..LOL..damn crazy..hahas then makan le go meet jie jie, steph, wang, tsunami and winona..=)...go where?? MARINA BARRAGE!! hahas=)... there damn nice..seriously..i love it there..haha went there fly kite take pictures..LOL...damn fun...after that we left and me belle tsunami and wang went triple d (again).. hahsa then to my house to makan dinner and play indian poker..hahs omg man seriously..play with them can laugh till balls drop...yeah i had a great time with the WHOLE LOT OF THEM! =)

Sunday

ITS A LOSER OUTING!!.hahas that means it's me celia cleon samantha and shawn.=)...hahas suppose to meet them at 12.3 at paris ar...wa lao eh..they late lar..hahas make me wait so long..haha (opps)...yeah then after that we went escape!! hahas..=)..before that i was really really scared lar then dun dare play most of the games.. then after that i realise that singapore one is no kid..hahas (except the pirate ship...cb look at the support thing ar...i damn scared )...then makan and went home..=D...

Monday

early morning belle came my house.. reason? to teach her a maths..hahas ..LOL...and morning ar..it's the first time i make breakfast for a solo person okay.. i didn't even make it for my mum..hahas u should be honored..=)...then teach her a maths and vomit blood..then went out to find tsunami and wang..=D..went to buy belle's mini diana which she called baby d..=) haha it's damn cool and cute..seriously... went triple d (AGAIN)....then makan and home...

i love them all!!..okay gtg le... need to study a maths again...dun need sleep le...=) ta ta

especially you
lys

The return of the deadly a maths....

2009-10-08T22:29:00.002+08:00

OMG man pulau ubin trip ar...i love it man..though got a little bit injured and everything and lots of mosquito bites..but yeah the place is shiok lar..haha=)...i think..=0 very peaceful place to cycle and everythin..hahas...took 59 all the way to changi village..hahas then bump boat to pulua ubin..hahas then that's where the adventure begins =)...komodo dragon (i think), wild boar, rooster, outstanding quarry...u name it... it's beautiful there..hahas=)..

then went back to changi village to makan zhi cha..hahsa yeah the usual...seriously i eat a lot of zhi cha with them i realise..hahas=)..then went to tsunami's grandma's house then to jie's house to take maths book..then home..=)

yeah and to think that it's relaxing time..NEVER....settle myself down around 11 and then that's when the studying began...until 4 in the morning...yeah...was suppose to meet belle at 8 plus then i overslept then she was stuck outside until 9 plus until when i was awake (so sorry =/ ) then taught her a maths all the way to 3...

lesson learned - it takes A LOT of PATIENCE to teach someone who have a short attention span..

but yeah..she did a great job..cause due to an outstanding teacher..=)...

hahas...then went ddd then belle went back..=)

after that met natasha jie jie...omg it's seriously been ages that we never see each other..hahsa then yeah met up pass her her present.. then went makan, caught up with each other.. yeah talk talk then went back...hahas

making chocolate fridge cake tml.. can't wait..ta ta..=)

lys

SHOPPING!! =D

2009-10-07T03:05:00.004+08:00

wow...hahas yesterday meet tsunami for SHOPPING hahas..lol..hahas for stuff..yeah..so randomly spent 150plus i think..hahas...then belle came along (extra)...hahs yeah then went makan pasta and Frolicks.=D....wahahaha i got her pasta card..=0 now i shall take good care of it...hahas=) yeah then bought socks shirt boxer and bag..=)..yeap..then went ddd to buy film..hahas...i love it i love i love it!! WOOOHOO eh go out more often next time..hahas with wang.. belle miss his p...... LOL!!

hahas i love this song

Dear maria, Count me in

I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen

When the lights go up
I want to watch the way you take the stage by storm
The way you wrap those boys around your finger
Go on and play the leader
'Cause you know it's what you're good at;
The low road for the fast track
Make every second last

'Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen
Make it count when I'm the one who's selling you out
'Cause it feels like stealing hearts
Calling your name from the crowd

Live and let live
You'll be the showgirl of the home-team
I'll be the narrator
Telling another tale of the American dream
I see your name in lights
We can make you a star
Girl, we'll take the world by storm
It isn't that hard...

'Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen
Make it count when I'm the one who's selling you out
'Cause it feels like stealing hearts
Calling your name from the crowd
Whoa...

Ha ha..

Take a breath
Don't it sound so easy?
Never had a doubt
Now I'm going crazy
Watching from the floor

Take a breath
And let the rest come easy
Never settle down
'Cause the cash flow leaves me
Always wanting more

'Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen
Make it count when I'm the one who's selling you out
'Cause it feels like stealing hearts
Calling your name from the crowd

'Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle...

omg i can't wait for later pulau ubin trip!! ..hahas can't wait for the outstanding scenery!! =)..

oh and happy belated b'day to natasha jie jie!! hahas pai seh..it slipped of my
mind..hahas=0...bet u are going to be happy this thursday!! hahas see you then!! hahas ta ta..+0

i wun fucking bother you anymore..
u dun fucking complain..
lys

Mooncake festival!! =)

2009-10-04T01:43:00.002+08:00

hmmm today tsunami and wang came to my house at 12 cause suppose to go out..hahas sadly i woke up at 12 then they have to wait for me and everything..hahas..yeap..then went town walk walk and look for someone's 13 present..-.-...hahas then yeap...dunno do what shit then went all the way to airport to send JIN PEI cuase someone really wants to...yeah then we were late meeting with belle..-.-..and i got whacked by her...FOR NOTHING??!!..seriously got abused lor..it's tsunami's idea and i get whack... LOL..then met at boon keng then eat bean curd =)...i love it there..hahas but not the whacking part...then tsunami went back then randomly belle and wang came my house...then makan...play cards.. play fire something ( dunno what's that called )..then send her home...then me and wang play lantern together..hahas..LOL all the way to his house..hahas..yeah i love it..

i love spending time with wang and tsunami and i love spending time with belle... but what i love most now is spending time with both of them together..=)....hahas...

working tml..gtg...ta ta...=)...

shattered dreams into beloved means..=)

lys

Perseverance

2009-10-01T23:49:00.004+08:00

Hi people..hahas yeah yeah i know i didn't blog for quite some time..hahas i was busy =/..hahas or rather lazy lar..hahas...yeah...here is some pics

omg man i seriously wanna buy a lot of things!! but i need money!! LOL hahas shall save up and all this shit..hahas....hmm basically going out with the usual ba..went sing k, training, tsunami's house, shopping, going to polyclinic and everything..

hahas yeah going out with the usual to pulau ubin on wed!! hahas cycling take pictures and do whatever shit possible there...^^ hahas u get what i mean..seriously can't wait!!

hahas oh and loser clique outing next sunday!! but going escape..-.-..seriously stupid lar..i go there play what..hahas see how ba..

i gotta sleep le...have to make sure i wake up at 6 tml...-.- yeah ta ta..=)..

lys

days of loneliness

2009-09-19T02:48:00.007+08:00

here are some picture for the zoo outing with losers..=D...

yeap didn't much today and yesterday..accompany tsunami to buy his holga 135bc....yeap it' nice..then after that went makan..

today i stayed at home the whole day...thinking and wondering what do i really want.... after all this time...after so much happenings...i wanted 2 things..but it's almost impossible to get anymore...i wish everything will be the same as before we all seperated...though we will hang out some times...but i just feel super lonely out of the sudden...due to 2 reasons

it's been days not going out with them...and these few days seriously felt like months..and i wish how we all can go out everyday and hang out like we used to like nobody's business...after seperation..i feel that some of us began to have other stuff in priority...and i feel that within a year..everything is going to change..i dun want to change at all..so yeap i hope that we all could go out more often..

and another thing is you..organising my room today..i found a lot of memoriable stuffs...like candy..notes...tissue paper and a foolscap paper cover...a ring and other stuff..i've never thrown these stuff away before...it may be a joke to u all but all these stuff mean a hell lot to me...u mean a hell lot to me ailen....

i feel that we slowly drifting apart
even if it's just about being friends
we use to be so close in the past
but everything is different in the end

cause there is nothing in the world i can do now
to get you back to my arms

oh baby can you see you it now
i feel the loneliness upon your shoulder
cause everything is different now
and there is nothing in the world i can do
to get you back to my arm
oh baby can you see that i love you
ever since the day it happen
i dun want to be in this state
cause you are all i ever wanted

lys

2009-09-17T05:26:00.004+08:00

HI people.. omg man i love the pictures that i just got from TRIPLE D today!! hahas. seriously..+0

that's the pictures taken at old school..omg man there ar seriously damn nice i love it!! hahas oaky random...=)

15 sept Tuesday
hahas went to zoo today!! hahas wtih loser clique without shawn..stupid ditcher..-.-...hahsa meet like 12 at amk then travelled all the way there!! hahas didn't visit zoo for quite some time le..hahas damn excited..hahas=)..wa super fun...hahsa zoo super nice to go!! got many many cute animals..=) Proboscis monkey and baboon are my fav!! hahas seriously looking at proboscis monkey ar damn funny lar..hahas their nose will like non stop bounce de..hahs DAMN CUTE hahas..then the baboon's butt ar..hhahas super red lar..damn fun...we basically took like 4 hours to explore the zoo lar..hahas...then we went to the wet play and played water lar..haha damn random..no extra clothes...no extra shoes..nothing.haha but we just go and play.hahas damn fun...seriously..,cannot discribe de..should go and try..hahas.then went ssc to collect my cheque..hahas they love freddie..=)...yeah then went home=)...i love zoo outing with the LOSERS!! hahas..random..pictures developing..

16 sept Wednesday
hahas early in the morning ar..when i was sleeping PEACEFULLY ar...wa lao eh...DUNNNO WHO HOR CALL ME DISTURB MY SLEEP!!...-.-...i woke up at 12 leh..hahas..counted as early le..=)..then after that belle came my house a while..hahas LOL... kimi forgot her le lar..then she want to bite her..HAHAS she damn scared..haha.damn funny..=)...then after that she showed my stacy (instax 210) LOL..hahas i dun really like cuase of the design and it's super big..hahas but the pics ar..seriously no joke..nice..=)...hahas..then went to ruby for a while then went to triple d...-.-...that belle ar...got lost then we reach outram there...-.-...power hor..she got no sense of direction..opps..hahas=0...then went develop and collect film hahas..then ate bk then went training then went home!! hahas...

i want my holga..shall save for it.=)...LOL till then..ta ta...gtg sleep le...now early morning 6 am.=)

and i want you..but will you ever know my dear? will you ever know how much u mean to me?..i doubt so..=/..

lys

Old school!!=D

2009-09-14T02:11:00.003+08:00

hahas yay!! today was quite happy!! hahas get to see many many many many pretty pics..=) seriously damn nice..hahas...

hmm early mornin went to my bishan house to paint the house..hahsa LOL...omg there is one point of time where i was inside a room alone painting then hahas i just fell asleep...for like half and hour..=) until mummy woke me up.=)..hahas

YAY mummy allows me to leave early..hahas but i think it's too early cuase suppose to meet belle at 2.30 i see wrong then was an hour early..hahas =D

then went OLD SCHOOL!! hahas OMG MAN SERIOUSLY OLD SCHOOL ROCKS!! hahas there damn nice and everything...wow we took a trip and explore the whole place lar and took lots of pics with her bbf (Bert), my fisheye (freddie) and hahas our new cam that we shared..=) a pop cam!! ahhas LOL she named named it polly..-.-...no comments hahas..but seriously damn nice and fun to play with..=0

yeah then after that went to ps dunno do what shit then went back home..=D...going triple d again tml..hahas for my fisheye film=D can't wait..pictures will post after i get it!!=D

okay that's all..take care..ta ta..=0

lys

lovely times with lovely people..=)

2009-09-13T02:21:00.005+08:00

hahas sry for not blogging cause u know ar...a bit lazy..=)...hahas nah here are some of the pictures taken by freddie..=)

10 sept
went sentosa!!=) with alyssa jie steph xin and wang..hahas LOL have lots of fun there..hahas played volleyball, had 'picnic' and did super lots of crazy things as usual..some involving me and wang climbing and up 'cliffs' LOl haha me climbing up coconut tree LOL super crazy..oh that's the way, uh-huh uh-huh, i like it, uh-huh uh-huh...=) after that met up with winona and went tpy to eat zhi cha..it's nice...hahas had a great time..hahas i love hanging out with them!!

11 sept
did nothing much really...but it make me happy today!! hahas cuase..........i went to collect my first and second film..=) wahahha and seriously omg omg omg omg damn omg lar..it's damn nice i love it..thanks...yeah then went potong pasir to meet tsunami and wang..wa tell u ar bloody hell...i waitied for them for knn fucking 1 and half hours lar..-.-...seriously..damn pek chek de..BUT i am a very patient guy hahas..then after that went gym with them and wei jie and benny..hahas fucking funny...keep disturbing benny..hahas eh benny ar..i 17 in poly leh...u leh u 17 sec 3 ar?! hahas fucking cb they all hahas.=)

12sept
hahas yeap suppose to go out to prawning de..but end up cancelled..haiz nvm next time..=) yeah today went out with tsunami..hahas went to FLEA!! hahas for some reason i love flea..BUT there is nothing for me to buy cause there is nothing that interest me at all ahhas and that really irritate me..LOL hahas yea then went to triple d again to collect my 3rd film..hahas yeah i dun think is that nice..hahsa BUT shall work on it..=)..yeah then went wheelock to collect bro's phone and whatever shit...then went to tsunami's house to play guitar hero world tour!...but the 2 most important thing is TYJC met up again!! WOOOHHH!!...omg man seriously dunno how many bloody years never see bestie le...serious..hahsa but we are going out soon again!! i think..hahas yeap..and another important thing is tsunami's mummy's dinner..omfg man seriously...her mum is the bomb..she cook ar..wa..the best really..=D..hahas cannot tahan de..i love her cooking..=)..yeap then played guitar hero and dota until like 10 plus then went home..=) hahas..TYJC MUST GO OUT SOON!! =)...

haiz today going to paint my bishan house...sian..but nvm HOPEFULLY i could escape at 2 and meet belle for photo exhibition!! hahas i wanna see..wahaha..=)...very weird..suppose to not talk anymore..but yeah..dunno also lar..but now happy =)..hahas can't wait!! mummy let me go pls!!

mary jane i think about you everyday..=D...always rmb that two is better than one..=D...

Fun and more FUN!!=D

2009-09-09T02:39:00.002+08:00

HAHAS yea...basically all i did today was went to simonne's house to makan steamboat!! wooohooo!! hahas yeah..=) steph jie jie wang winona xin jade and all present!! ahhas except bill and tsunami..hahsa but nvm forgive them they got something on...yeah damn kick ass at her house...

did a lot of stupid thing hahas.... played jenga...twister... uno...and cast puzzle...orphan stories...hahas then makan!! wahaha got a lot of food...and we all manage to finish man..=) took lots of pics...i finally manage to finish my 2nd film.=)...yeah going to develop soon...=)=)... ajnd post it!! woo...can't wait!!...omg...not i dunno which to decide...ringflash or diana flash.. i like both!!...omg!!...hahsa

woot!! yeah i love my group seriously...they always make me happy in the end...no matter what..=)

kkz gtg...ta ta...take care..=)

ps: sry and thanks for everything..=)

lys

3 promises to myself

2009-09-08T02:31:00.002+08:00

FYI my life for these past few days is like hell...seriously..u know what al this things have been seriously shit in my life..it brought me nothing but pain and everything..however i was the cuase of it...i tried to fix it but unsuccessful..i can never say what i really want...cause i alr can visualise the outcome and everything...i cannot do this cause i'll hurt the other which i never ever wanted to...i cannot do that cause i know i can never do that at all....

So i made 3 promises to myself
1) To never ever say what i really want anymore..
2) I'll never ever hurt a particular person
3) I can never ever stop talking to you

That how i am.. that's me lys...no one cannot change me...no one can make me become another person...it cannot just disappear..it'll always be there...yeah..i tried everything...and it's still there...

who knows i may break it..but yeah i dun really break promises unless i really can't do it...

bb..take care..

Memories....

2009-09-05T02:45:00.008+08:00

1st sept

hahas didn't blog much cause i've went for chalet!! haha plus i was lazy to blog hahas...yeah..=0 basically i went back to FTP on Teacher's day!! hahsa aww man i miss my school lots... super lots of fun and memories..

Took pics and everything but at some point of time i have to accompany tsunami all the way to interchange to buy sunflower for that partically someone..-.-...LOL...hahas yeah after that caught up a little with my old mates then we all ( me jie jie jade xin steph tsunami wang chainarong bill and adrian) went out for a movie!! haha and watch year 1...man it's below border line for me..hahas.did the usual stupid fun lame shit stuff with them..=0 man i love them lots!!=)

1st sept

hahas the next day was...3D2N BM0912's chalet!! pictures lazy upload... upload next time=)...hahas or rather the loser clique ( me s square and c square ) cuase others couldn't stay cuase of 7th month..scary cat...hahas just kidding.=)...but nvm lar...so basically first day was the loser clique yuan er and the bf...hahas...yuan er went to meet bf and everything....hahas then the loser clique cycled all the way from pasir ris to changi village!! hahas and it was faster than the last time i cycled there..hhas=) then went to see ba kua..hahas wa lao eh there is one ar... seriously cmi lar...then ar still got people one leh...dunno what's wrong with the person..LOL...then went outside OCH to see then went back cuase they dun want to go in..hahas..then went back drink beer... yuan er's bf bought 4 baron's strong brew..we all sabo cleon to drink lar...so basically everyone bomb him..hahas then celia ar..drink a little only ar...she cannot make it alr then like going drunk..hahas damn funny lar...LOL...and as usual i was as red as a baboon..hahas..

2nd sept

hahas LYS for the first time cook breakfast for the loser clique lar..haha and the breakfast was french toast sasuage ham and scrambled egg...hahas.=)..then after that went to play volleyball then slowly and slowly classmates came and everything then prepare for our bbq and everything..hahas me and carol cook bee hoon for the class okay.. and it's not bad hor..woot!! hahas man i love cooking..=)...then class came and had bbq and cher came and he fuck his ass...hahas just kidding..=)...we prepare a teacher's report card for him then we gave it to him..hahas he bought us a BM0912 cake from 4 leaves!! omg i love 4 leaves cakes!! hahas it's nice like fuck..hahas..okay wait that sounds wrong..hahas it's nice like shit...hahas okay that worse...u get what i mean... damn crazy and wild and everything..hahas then after that wendi's bf came and we drank vodka hahas and this time ar.. celia even more funny hahas damn stupid... she's worse than yesterday..hahas LOL...play murderer black jack and current and the drinking game..hahas after no more vodka we play water..hahas then cleon ar...drink water until wanna pee le..hahas...LOL... man it's fucking fun and everything...=)... i love Bm0912

3rd sept

hahas after chalet went to mac to makan then went to play arcade awhile again...then went home..then tsunami came my house and everything...hahas then we went to iluma to watch i love you beth cooper...man seriously i love her...she's fucking pretty and fucking hot man..hahas it's a not bad show..but going to watch for her it's super worth it..hahas...then wang came to meet us then we makan and everything then went home..=)

4th sept

hahas after like 1 month plus MIA from training i decided to go back to track and everything..hahas it's fun and everything but yeah i deprove since and everything..hahas=)...going to be serious in training from now onwards...hahs going watch movie with the loser clique tml except shawn..he ditcher forever..hahas..Hook with contagious now...=)..i love that song..=0

Would you give me one more minute?

The story's far from finished

We could fill in all pages

I'm feeling sick

Girl, you're so contagious

Just wanna say I miss you

I caught it when I kissed you

And I've been through all the stages

I'm feeling sick

Girl, you're so contagious

I'm feeling sick

Girl, you're so contagious

I'm feeling sick

Girl, you're so contagious

Freddie=D

2009-08-31T01:32:00.003+08:00

hahas hey people!! omg omg hahas yeah finally after much consideration i got myself my first cam!! hahas finally a fisheye 2..=)..yeah...wahhaa so excited lar..hahas...but yeah i need to have mroe experience...so it means taking more pics!! hahs random..=)

Got it on saturday at baybeats with belle..YAY I GOT A FISHEYE 2!!! named it freddie according to belle..-.-..haha yeah..met her at pp then we went there =) hahas..bay beats is nice..i sort of like it...HAIZ got my cam within 30 mins.. something happen hahsa only she knows HAIZ (feel guilty!!) ..lol..yeah...then walk around dunnno do what..hahs but yeah i have a hell goood time with her..=)

Sunday hahsa didn't did much just stayed at home to pray first then went all the way to cck to meet up with the 2 couples

S square ( Shawn Samantha) and C square ( Cleon Celia) to dicuss about the chalet stuff..=) had dinner and went to Sam's house watch made of honour/honor hahas dunno which..=) i like it..=0..

Today i'm going back to my FTP... i dunno why but i got a feeling that a lot of things is going to happpen..=/... okay ta ta..+0

Jenny is the Girl all the bad guy wants..=)

END OF EXAMS!!

2009-08-28T21:53:00.002+08:00

OMFG finally it's the end of the exams!! which means it's holiday time!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!=)=)=) been very stress and haven't been sleeping a lot for quite some time..yeah..=)

Thursday

hahsa yesterday was both very nice and sad...hahas yeah omg man i still was unable to do that one thing...but i'm going to try it out with tsunami's help..=)..hahas wow i tell u ar afa paper..=) hahas nvm i prepare take sup paper le..seriously super hard...everybody was like die lar die lar..hahas.yeah seriously die..=)....dun hack care!..it's the holidays so fuck off books!!..=)..then something happen hahsa damn pai seh!! wahhh die lar..=(

after exam we all ( me anthony marcus yao ming ) ( shawn samantha ) (celia cleon priscilla ) went to makan at sakura..hahas damn funny on the way it was raining and whatever shit..then we all ar took newpaper use as umbrella hahas then walk..then we all walk in straight line like dunno what like that...hahas damn funny..=).. then makan makan then went to watch the proposal..Wow i like it..=)..it's nice...hahas then after that walk around then i went to find my group!!

Woo!! Finally..after so long..we all met up..hahsa though it's only liek 1 week?? hahas but it seriously feel like a month or perharps a year lor..hahas yeah..=)...did the usual...crap makan shit whatever lar hahas..=)..but yeah i like it too..=) then went home..=)

Friday 28th august... Bestie's birthday

hahsa today was bestie's birthday and hahas i didn't want to wish her cuase i actually want to wish her in person..then she really thought that i forgot and whatever shit leh!! LOL..hahas crazy..bestie jiu shi bestie..till the end de..=)..hahsa woke up at 12 plus (opps)...hahas then rush down to jie jie's house to do a collage for bestie..hahas then we all went to shaw plaza to celebrate for her..hahas...i guess she really was surprised..hahsa=) we are good man...yeah after that went to jie jie's house dunno do what..hahs then went home..hahs=0...yeah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE!!=)

okay done gtg...ta ta..=)..

NO HOPE

2009-08-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

haiz.. serious there is no hope liao le lor...-.- stupid microecons...tml the paper ar..now i can't even do a single question lar..and i dun even understand the bloody question..haiz..

gonna die now..bye

2 down 2 more to go! =D

2009-08-24T22:47:00.001+08:00

OMG seriously my stats ar... CMI lar..i dun think i did good at all yeah not what i wanted lar...-.-..didn't practice and study enough..thanks to yestersday..hahas lOL jk..=)..yeah oaky lar hope to get b+ hahas LOL...

Now i have to prepare for the worst exam of all... seriously Microecons...all of us was like omg die le..hahas.seriously i dun even know i single shit about this and i only have 1 day plus to study..hahas yeah going to chiong!!.. =)..

Didn't get to see her today..haiz..tried looking but failed..nvm next time..=)...Mary jane leaves me breathless!!=) ta ta..take care.=)

Pure studying

2009-08-23T13:36:00.007+08:00

Hi, we're at mac. We are 'Studying'...yeah.. promise myself that will study today de lor...-.-..

Ended up taking tons of photos on the webcam instead. Gay much.

Hahas... please lor i was seriously studying stats lor..pass belle my comp ar = gg...seriously... and u all say that if i got comp comfirm CMI.. she's seriously worse than me to the max lar...-.-..

SERIOUSLY!! and she influence people also...-.-

WHAT NOT MY FAULT. He just shouted damn loudly, attracting the attention of the bitches beside us. ANNOYING MUCH? Kay we all know that LYS's english is not as proper as mine so, can tell who typed what right! Kay :D

Wa lao eh..WTF?? what not as proper?? stupid ass...please lor...n i got B4 for my ENGLISH hor..dun play play!!! wahahas..

We shall end this post now. Goodbye :D

BELLE ROCKS!!!!

( according to her)....-.- no comments.

Yeah she indeed is a good friend..=D...hahas now is it me or am i thinking too much..seriously..if u got anything to say about us seriously tell me straight in the face..and u know who i'm talking about..

Yeah tml's the day!! It's all about you mary jane!!=)

1 down 3 to go =D

2009-08-21T18:48:00.016+08:00

OMG realise that i've not been blogging for close to 1 week le!! hahas LOL..yeah basically it's to concentrate on my studies lar...LOL...

Okay this is the some pictures for last last thursday and Saturday ( fatty's b'day)

Nothing much have happened ba just studying at sam's, cleon's and my house for this whole week..=)...

YES!! finish my POM paper today...today studied damn siao.. i very stress le then brain dead..LOL..then like only got 7 hours till exam LOL..stupid marcus have to show me the past year exam paper.. wa lao eh i tell u ar.. i cannot even do 1 question in the paper leh..then i super stress and super WTF lar..zzz..then yeah sort of relaxed and motivated to study..hahas sleep like only 1 and half hours then chiong again..BUT the paper today is easy!! hahas i like can do the question leh!! damn happy!!=)...

yeah then after exam MORE HAPPY! hahas LOL..random dunno how to say long story also..=)..hahas LOL..but hahas =)=)=)=)=)=)=)...and i did something really really stupid!! OMG!!!

then after that ar took cab with shawn sylvester and cleon to cleon's house then took cab there...LOL and then i found out what is cleon afraid of...seriously u'll be like WTF? hahas like girl sia..hahas LOL..then took 105 home...

During the trip ar... started raining cats and dogs...wa piang eh the bus ar... leak water out leh..zzz..super irritating..LOL then alighted at my bus stop.. then i realise something... i didn't bring umbrella..-.- then in the end ar.. wore my jacket and everything and walked home...LOL wa was drenched like fuck lar..seriously...but luckily laptop never kena rain=)..hahas..yeah..

yeah that's all folks..=).. woohoo!! super happy!=)=)

mia....

2009-08-15T02:13:00.002+08:00

hmm yeah thursday was the best i realise all these while.. all this time i realise that i can seriously truely be myself hahas when with them..hahas the fact is i love grocery shopping... i love cooking..hahas..and i love being crazy and having fun..hahas=0...hahas yeah..when out with jie jie steph wang bill!! went to wang's house to eat noodles..hahsa i cook okay!! hahas cook 8 noodles and seriously eat like shit..hahas but yeah we manage to finish..=)..yeah did usual stuff..but got unusual jie jie acting crazy hahas laughing like crazy..hahas..yeah...but had fun..=)..hahas.. i love them lots..

today??...hmm haiz nothing to say lar.. seriously..was freaking angry/sad/disappointed...went to celebrate simonne's b'day at tp then one by one say cannot go...-.-...then wa lao eh..seirously damn irritated lor..but end up me wang bill and tsunami go..cut cake gave her present..yeah done..another thing is haiz..u should know yourself if you are reading this blog..

yeah... i realise that i need a break...i want to be alone for now..i want study for exams and another purpose..i want to forget..i want to move on now..

so i'm not going to meet up on thursdays for some time with them anymore..i need time alone..yeah it's true that they bring laughter/love/care/concern and whatever shit but yeah i got reasons...

this blog is going to die..for some time..who knows that maybe i'll change and everything..who knows that this blog is going to officially die... who know anything?

well that's all...take care=/

take my hand tonight if tml never comes..

i want you here

The past few days......

2009-08-10T23:35:00.004+08:00

WOW come to think of it i really didn't blog for quite some time le..hahas...LOL omg i'm going to talk a lot..hahas

Wed 5 aug

went back school to study with nyp mates that day hahas yeah dunno who are..zzz keep playing and playing then ar the studying time got delayed like 3-4 hours back lar..zzz.-.-..yeah but at least studied POM a little..hahas then after that me cleon sam shawn celia went to Northpoint to makan sakura!! hahas LOL..ate their version of zhi cha hahas LOL..it's nice i love it there..=)..then after that sam went back and we went back tpy to play pool..LOL..hahas funny thing is celia dunno how to play and at that time that standard she can win everyone LOL..hahas she thrash cleon straight in the face lar hahas LOL..but hahas using the 'teleporting' and 'rewind' skills LOL..hahs so in other words she clear everything without missing a shot..lOL.crazy random.. did a lot of shit there have lots of fun..hahas..played to almost 12 hahas then all rush to take last bus home=)

Thursday 6 aug

Suppose to meet cleon to study..hahs we starting say meet at 10 then change to 11...LOL at night change again to 12..haha LOL..but end up i woke up at 1..hahas i rule!! hahas yeah then went school to find them and actually seriously want cleon teach me pom but yeah he got project..so end up dotaing with wang..hahas.LOL..after that did the usual outing with group..except this timegot more people..hahas tsunami and xin came along..hahsa at first ar..people were like wa xin come sia..hahas cuase she rarely comes hahas and yeah whatever..hahas went to FORK and spoon to makan and we all took a lot of crazy pictures there..hahas yeah..seriously i shall put some of them below..hahas..yeah have lots of fun..talk crap..yeah love it..=) they are just like a family to me lar..i dunno why but i love to be with them!! hahas LOL..

Friday 7 aug

Went back to school after 1 week of class closed hahas and everything..=) yeah wtf i fail my afa test...knn cher say my whole thing wrong..zzz..the funny thing is right..LOL i teach other people right they pass and quite good..LOL being the teacher i fail??!! hahas nvm i shall work harder!!..yeah after that did sharepoint project and everything and went to tpy to meet wang bestie and matt to do tsunami's 'scrapbook'. hahsa it's the nicest k!! better than bestie's past collage..hahas.LOL..a lot of effort and everything were put into it oaky!! tsunami u better love it...zzz.. stayed at wang's house until 9 plus..yeah and then it's the next day where the fun begins.
Saturday 8 aug.. fatty tsunami's b'day

haahs yeah it's Tsunami's b'day and everything ..LOL.. the plan was to make tsunami think that no1 is going to celebrate his b'day hahas and everything then we all were like rejecting him and ignoring his or something LOL..haha then later we all turn all at his house..me jie jie wang xin steph bestie bill winona..when reaching his block i told them to wait i go ask his bro to open door ma then went back give them hand signal LOL and everything ask them come!! WA LAO EH THEY SAY MY HAND SIGNAL SUCK!! HAHAS..maybe i too fast or dunno wht hahas then we all slowly creep into his room hahas..he are all ready to go out with bestie (which is fake) then blast music singing with it hahas..i creep to behind him he also dunno..LOL UNTIL..STEPH hit the fan or something!! LOL then all laugh then haha no choice surprise him!! HAHAS lol..yeah then cut cake whatever shit matt... decorate cake on his fat face..hahas everything then after that we all went to near somerset to makan (me jie jie wang xin steph bestie bill winona tsunami chng jie matt) all 11 of us..hahas went to eat zhi cha there woah 135 man and i dun think it's nice or worth it lor...but yeah u'll never know when u try..hahas..=) went ps to do his dare LOL...he suppose to say this HI MY NAME IS CHNG HUI. MY COURSE IS . MY SCHOOL IS . I'M 17 TODAY. I'M SINGLE AND AVAILABLE. MY HP NUM IS . AND FEEL FREE TO MSG OR CALL ME. and he SUCK man!! lol hahas loser...hahas loser at this but winner at basketball!! LOL..hahas went to arcade to play and later whole group played basketball.. it's xin/wang (i think) vs me/bestie vs winona/chng hui vs bill/steph (i think) vs jie jie/tsunami..LOL..tsunami and jie jie won all of us leh..LOL..haha ai ya..hahas i let him win lar cuase it's his b'day..hahsa =) yeah took lots of pics..=0..love that day..love tsunami..happy b'day to him..=)

Sunday 9 aug

HAPPY B'DAY SINGAPORE!! hahs it's national day! didn't do much on that day.HAHAS yeah suppose to meet my sharepoint group members nas kim and erlyn at 12 at candy empire!!=)..hahas but i woke up at 12..hahas yeah man i seriously can sleep..=)..hahas yeah..then rush there and everything then did our sharepoint and everything..until like 4 plus going 5 hahas yeah..after that erlyn and nas went off then kim accompany me to look for presents for tsunami (but dun feel like leh^^) yeah hahas then talk a lot and wa lao i was seriously like a girl lar as in the attitude and everything... hahas even kim says so..hahas..yeah then walked around but no luck too bad hahas yeah but talk a lot of stuff..hahsa yeah..then after that went home to pei parents..hahas =) yeah that's all for that day

Monday 10 aug

HAHAS woke up like 2 like that then went back fur kids to visit them and everything! hahas so long never go back there le then yeah lor...hahas they ask me to go back there work..LOL..hahas see how ba..=) after that went to cleon's house to do oral com touch up..haha yeah..around 1o plus people were at cleon's house lar..hahas like having party like that..hahas omg i love his dog!! hahas yeah then had pizza there!! OMG PIZZA!! SO LONG NEVER EAT PIZZA LE!!..hhas yeah love it lots!!=) then did project and everything hahas yeah basically that's all ba

Tuesday 11 aug

yeah had 2 presentation today!! oral com and sharepoint..zzz.. conclusion i dun think both did good seriously...omg man spend so much time doing but i feel that it is insufficient lor..yeah..haiz..but yeah it's over now...omg man seriously my internet and web module teacher ar seriously can ask her go eat shit lar..zzz..first she dunno how to teach..ask her question dunno how to answer... second teachs at speed of light..zzz.she basically just goes through the book and everything so fast that like half the class lost..zzz.. third.. loser attitude..knn cannot catch up ask her repeat and all this... like dunno how to do ar ask her... her reply..'that's your problem'...knn feel like slapping her face lar..zzz..wa lao eh..then she liek seriously dun like me lar..zzz...dunno what to say..zzz...my previous project...got f...zzz..thanks ar cher u teach like a pro..-.-...seriously she's the best cher u can ever find..zzz..asshole..but didn't give much shit..yeah after that took pictures and everything in formal hahas and then the guys (me shawn cleon yao ming jue ming marcus sylvester anthony) went to makan then all went to play pool!! hahas LOL yeah it's super fun super nice hahas i like it..=) Finally something that we all like hahas yeap..after that went home..hahas =)..that's all folks..=) ta ta..=)

BORED!!!

2009-08-05T00:28:00.003+08:00

hahas here are some of the pics for wang's b'day...hahas..enjoy

hahas i love this group a lot..=)... and of course not neglecting TYJC ..hahas=)....

OMG man i've been so quai lar.. i didn't go out for the past 2 days lar..hahas.. dunno what wrong!..hahas..even if no 1 ask me out in the past i'll still go down to tanglin mall!! random lor..hahas..but yeah feeling lazy and whatever shit...hahas.

OMG man for the first time i'm worried for the subjrct i hate the most..LOL..sharepoint project how guys!! we haven start a single shit at all and next week is presentation!!! OMFG..how how how..members better meet up asap and fuck this shit pls..^^..hahas

YAY tml finally going out..zzz.. the good thing is going out with nyp friends...=)=).. bad part is going back to study...-.-..hahas but yeah.. exams are just around the corner yeah..have to fuck that shit..hahas..=)..

that's all ba..shall not talk anymore..ta ta... oh btw seriously loving this song man..woot!! hahas bb tc =)

Question for myself

2009-08-02T02:49:00.003+08:00

Over the past 2 days i've stay at home and will not be going to school for 1 week as class close due to virus..playing and spending time with myself..thinking of all the things that have been happening around me...or rather to me....

i've began to myself the most important question of all
Have i change?

This question have been on my mind for a long time..and i've been thinking about it too..but yeah no ans at all...But spending the last 2 days alone i've got part of the ans...

I've change..but no for the good or the bad..i've learned new morals ways of life and etc...however being so foolish to neglect the people who i seriously care about...She use to be someone that i could rely on no matter what..She use to be there for me no matter what to cheer me up..pull me back together..we've gone through tons of problems together..face it together and everything..create new paths together..but now she's 'gone'...we being with my current school friends sure made me happy and allows me to forget things..but i realise that there is still lots of things they dunno about me..about my past..about the problem and trouble i faced.. while some of the other friends knows..but i feel that we are all drifting apart slowly..i dun want that to ahppen.. only that particular person knows me best...we use to talk to late nights about everything..having almost the same character and everything....but yeah..i truely can say that she knows me best...but now when i need/want her to be there for me now..she's gone..

It happens everytime..i hate that..i dun want that anymore..

My advice to everyone..it doesn't matter who the hell no are..whether if in the end your friends are all drifted apart...in other schools or whatever shit..they are still your friends who have gone through times with you together..remember that and never ever forget them...and i dare say now that i'll never forget my friends especially you.....

happy belated b'day!!

2009-07-31T01:48:00.002+08:00

wooh!! finally man i can get rest...not going for afa tutorial as not feeling well...had POM presentation on wednesday yeah it's alright..did fairly...had micro econs presentation today..wa this is power...my group econs 6 people...but only 2 people present..me and oliver..hahas power..we were rushing the stuffs and everything shit lar..then was like stress and everything..but yeah we managed to pull it through..=)...we own ass for 2 people!! ahhas..LOL..yeah then basically play bomberman and others with cleon for the whole stats lar...-.- super bad influence man...then after that went oral com a while then went out as it's thursday again!!=)...hahas but today is special as we use today to celebrate wang's birthday!! hahas=)..yeah went clake quay to eat zhi cha and everything i treat the zhi cha okay!! hahas..yeah have lots of fun, took lots of pics, and hahas they say i look better in formal..hahas.=)..yeah pictures is with steph!! shall post it soon hahas so happy today...though seriously tired and want to sleep but cannot until 2 plus..tahan!! hahas.. k lar gtg ta ta=)

i've never miss anyone this much before..and that can only be u..

reaching my limit soon!! =(=(=(

2009-07-28T02:28:00.004+08:00

OMG mans seriously my cough is getting lie bad to worse. And wa today wa i seriously got the worse headache of my life..and i have to continue to do my project after school and travel to different places lar..Wa damn tiring..yeah but it was quite fun..hahas..then only manage to reach home like 9 then rest a while then have to chiong my oral com!!..up till now still incomplete!!=(=(..tml got like draft presentation..then after school must do POM project then the next day is the presentation then on wed have to do microecons project then the following day is the presentation...wa lao eh damn pack okay!!.. seriously got hardly any rest lar..haiz this week ar = GG..today i alr almost cannot tahan le..what about the following days?...what if my cough worsens? i still have to come to school as there is presentation..haiz hope i recover asap.. k gtg..ta ta..

Race against time!!

2009-07-27T00:35:00.004+08:00

Omg man have to go and see doctor again cuase of my deadly cough..having been coughing for like days le non stop somemore..then wa lao eh given more medicine than before..-.-..haiz..then suppose to meet my oral com group members at 10 ar.. wa lao eh see doctor and everything ar i meet them at like 12 plus 1...so sry!! hahas

yeah then i was told by the doctor to wear a mask..-.-..haiz wa lao eh..not use to it lar..hahas here are the pics

yeah then ar eat the medicine ar will sleep de..zzz..then i eat at library and i slept there..LOL...hahas then went back home after that...cuase of my cough too noisy and it disturbs even mummy ( which is in the other room) i was forced to eat my medicine!!=(..then have finish my sharepoint project and everything..then i was like trying to tahan and everything lar..zz..haiz k lar i seriously need to go and sleep le...good nightz..=)...ta ta..=0...oh and i miss COCONUT!!=(=(=(

hope u had a great time..

i love my coconut!!

2009-07-24T00:44:00.005+08:00

wooh!!!! WA today i'm so happy!!=) early in the morning mummy bought me my all time favourite cereal!!! =) hahas it's blueberry morning!! OMG it's seriously nice lar...i love it lots..=)

hahas yeah hmmm nothing much in school except my class all sort of GANG UP ON ME!! zzz...dunno who take my laptop...zzz then make me worry..then in the lecture i was like WHERE IS MY LAPTOP!!! ARGH and everything...then all laugh....yeah but hahas clever me found a way to find it back (due to stupid cleon..hahas.=)...then yeah..sort of have like oral com 'presentation' today...omg man..my group ar is totally unprepared lar..seriously..group member not here not enough info and cannot ans questions...but it's just like a draft lar..so yeah i'm going to work hard with my team now (celia samantha marcus yao ming)...i'm going to try my best!!...

hahas finally group outing today man!! hahas but tsunami not here...zzz...hahas went out with BAYS (bill alyssa me steph) LOL..hahas went to eat prata!! hahas i miss it!! but yeah worsens my cough a lot..zzz..yeah have lots of fun then meet wang at arcade then yeah played a while..hahas.=0...i seriously love spending time with them...=)=) hahas...

Yeap..other pics is in steph's cam!!=)...wa!! i love my coconut~!!!!!=)=)=)=)....hahas..yeah...k gtg le..ta ta...=)

take care be careful and i mean u..

bright side of life

2009-07-23T01:36:00.003+08:00

hahsa...WOOT!! early morning's POM lecture is CANCELLED!!! YEAH MAN!!...damn shiok ass seriously..hahsa (though i go lecture also sleep)..BUT have to go school early in the morning for pom project..yeah..meeting at 9 and i was only late 5 mins k?!!! improve a lot le..other also reach around there hahas..LOL except for anthony...i tell u ar he power...

SUPPOSE to meet at 9 o clock ar to do project...and we have pom tutorial at 12 - 2...he came at 2 plus...-.-..power..yeah then slack around and everything then went to play pool with anthony, yao ming and marcus...yeah.. i lost played 3 rounds again.. and lost 3 rounds...i seriously think that 3 is a bad num for me lar..LOL..hahas..yeah then went home and "study"..

man my cough is seriously killing me..it's been like 2 day lar non stop..-.-..soon will be coughing out blood man..hahas..hope group is meeting tml!! HAHAS...gtg le ta ta..+0

ignoring me when i talk to u and 'need' me and u talk to me...haiz...tml will be a better day..=)..i'll look at the bright side of things from now on..=)

Pro studying=)

2009-07-16T10:17:00.006+08:00

.....LOL...realise that really really long time never blog le..hahas=)..hmm shall talk a little about the past..-.-....hmm..

Friday
Was seriously studying day lor...wa me, shawn, cleon, celia and samantha stayed till like 9 plus in school lar..hahas..and i was seriously studying lor!! hahas..LOL..=0..yeah then was teaching people afa man..hahs i teaching!! LOL..when i sleep in lectures.hahas.=)..but yeah i'm good..wahahas..

Saturday
went out to watch harry potter with wang and tsunami at shaw...-.-..hahas they all ar...wa lao eh..eat chicken rice ar.. they heart pain..hahas felt cheated lar they all..but yeah..i think it's so so lor...after movie went whampoa to makan!! hahas..it's nice..=)

Sunday
went all the way to woodlands library to study sharepoint and afa..=)...hahas...suppose to meet at 9.45 at woodlands mrt..hahas and i woke up at like around 9.15 hahas forever early de..=)...hehes..yeah studying with shawn, cleon, celia, samantha, cheryl, delfin, carol...hahas everybody all dunno sharepoint then all like gong gong 1..hahas..then i best..i dunno anything about the stupid subject at all...zzz...hahas but yeah...i improve..=0..hahas after studying is arcade!! hahas LOL..=)..wa laoo eh...zzz..i dunno what's wrong with me lar..zzz..i play air hockey right...play 3 times lose 3 times...suay to the max lar!! wa lao eh..then shawn thrash me by 2-7, 6-7..cleon is 6-7...zzz damn idiot lar...LOL..hahsa then after went home to have DURIANS!!^^..hahas

Monday
went for my 'favourite' lesson today..zzz..wa lao eh i tell u ar..my teacher ar..seriously damn fuck up de lar..zzz.-.-..all she does is just go through the fucking book at the speed of light with she expect us to follow her..then cannot follow?...your problem.. go home do lor...zzz..wa lao eh..i keep saying and saying her lar..then ar..she come see mine ar..also dunno what's the problem..what a teacher man...-.-....zzz..i cannot tahan i go canteen with cleon and eat noodles..hahas then came back dota..LOL...hahsa the guys ar..all one by one all give up lar...all cannot follow..hahas =)...then after school went to the NAKED fish shoppe to makan..hahas it's nice cuase it's NAKED...LOL hahas..then went to do Pom and Microecons project...hahs then after that me, shawn, anthony, celia, bai and kim play true or dare lar..hahas=)...damn crazy...but i like it..=).. yeah thats like all...=)..hahas...zzz...gotta go...=)...ta ta..

thinking of the present as it matters most now...=)

i'm back!!=)

2009-07-16T10:17:00.004+08:00

Alright..hahas i'm back in action...went school today..hahs yesterday had fever up to 38.5 and sore throat that can kill people...zzz..hahas went to see doctor early in the morning and yeah have a good rest..hahas i slept from 12pm to like 6 pm lar..can't really move.. but yeah..after that was feeling better..then do dunno whatever shit...hahas...

went school the next day!!=) nothing much...yeah..hahas..went school and i was very early for the first time..hahas...yeah..wa..going to become wonderful student soon..hahas..LOL...was so so so so happy early in the morning out of the sudden.=)=)=)=)=)... LOL random..hahas...yeah..studied in class attentively okay!!..wa i think i change man..hahas.=)...went slack around after school went back with shawn, yao ming, cleon and celia..yeah..hahas...

tml studying like crazy!! HAHAS =).. ta ta..promise pics soon=)

there is something about you that draws me in and continue to brighten my day..=)=)

Falling sick soon!!=(=(

2009-07-15T00:52:00.002+08:00

Wa.. omg servere sore throat early in the morning is the killer.. unable to eat drink swallow anything..seriously it sucks..=( and what's worst... u are dead hungry early in the morning..zzz..-.-... lucky mummy dunno make what disgusting greenish thing and force me to drink... which made it better and everything in the morning.. till lessons end in fact...

after lessons i seriously cannot tahan...feeling sort of giddy and like a little bit dumb like that...plus sore throat came back...=(..luckily ate 2 panadol extra which yeah stop a little...hahas.

Went peninsula with tsunami today to get something!!! my new vans shoes!! hahas LOL.. random.. yeah i've been wanting that for like 2 months+ like that le but yeah.. can't bear to spend money..hahas see i control very good hor..hahas=)..

went back tpy to look for wang and jie jie then we had dinner together..hahas..yeah die die have to eat porridge at that time...-.-... seriously i think the sore throat ar pms leh...wa lao.. wa come dun come de.. then come ar... bloody pain lar..zz..-.-

didn't take pics today haha.. shall take some next time..hahas.=)..btw love this song hahas dunno what it just draws me in...hahas..=)..random..=)

feeling super hot and uncomfortable...and serious headache now..=(=(=(...getting sick soon!! =(...let's see tml how ba..hahas...okay ta ta=)..go to rest now.. oh and thanks for the drink.. really appreciate it..

holding on to the last straw and not letting go...=/

BENS AND JERRY!!!!!=)=)=)=)

2009-07-13T22:14:00.013+08:00

WOOT!! hahas omg can u believe it!! i pass HTML!!! hahas..though not very good but yeah.. i'm going to work hard now..yeah!!i totally kick ass man..hahas.=)....yeah wow... today ar.. super happ, fun, random, crazy, whatever!!! hahas!!!..... WENT BENS AND JERRY TODAY!! omg man i seriously love the ice cream lar!!! it's always number 2 in my heart..hahas..=)... hahas after my beloved it and web course went to vivo for BENS ANS JERRY!!..yeah!!! took many many many crazy pictures there..hahas enjoy..=)

yeah... still got others but i think this shall do..hahas.=).... basically there is ONE MORE GUY that is MISSING HERE LOR...PS US DUNNO HOW MANY TIMES...zzz..-.-...

hahas yeah but seriously have lots of fun today..=)...hahas..i realise that me and ym have things in common..hahas..yeah..=)...i'm not giving up and gonna fight till the end...=)...tml going to peninsula to do something..hahas.=).. see ya.=)

seriously thinking to reborn my hair anot...hahas...=)

12th the moment of my life...

2009-07-12T18:31:00.008+08:00

Today is 12th..it have always been an important day of my life all this while ever since i graduate, ever since it happened..

YJC went out yesterday!!! so sad hahas T cannot come..hahsa cuase last minute ask..hahas..went to an old place when it really kept a lot of memories to me. Tanglin Mall.. though that place it not interesting to the extent compared to other places, but that place seriously Rocks!!! cuase of the market!! WOOT!! i super love there..in the past or until now..if i'm seriously sad or i need some time alone..i'll travel there and walk around..=/..here is some pics..=)

yeah..walking around seriously brings back everything...then british council is another thing..use to have lessons there with lindy...hahas yeah and sending u there on every tuesday..haiz..okay back to the point..hahas..after that went to peninsula to look for something..yup wow waas impressed but the more range given..hahas..can't wait..=)...then we went back to tpy..cause jin wang wants to play para now...-.-..he seriously now obsess with para lar..LOL..went back to spans jom and play...LOL.then yeah after that accomany tsunami eat and then went home..=)...quite addicted to a new game prototype hahas it's nice..=)....

Sunday 12th

Stayed at home whole day to help my sis to paint her room..-.-...it's seriously a super day for me..dream of u..think of u almost like every moment..miss you more..yeah..haiz..i hope it to be important to me once again..haiz..

talk to tsunami about hair yesterday..complaining that my hair very square or rather pong pong..then thinking of doing something...hahas should i reborn my hair??=)..hahas..

Studying me=(

2009-07-10T11:42:00.008+08:00

Man i'm in school now and i'm going to stay here till late night!... 8 plus??..hahas..=).. i going to study now..hahas tata..man this cough is seriously killing me...-.-...

AJSBY =)

2009-07-10T11:42:00.007+08:00

HAHA...it's thursday again..standard de..went out with AJSB ( alyssa, jin wang, steph, bill) hahas yeah.. went to tpy to eat cut cut and went enter arcade while waiting for steph to come =).. yeah... then after that went spans jom...LOL...hahas went to top level sort of sky scraper..hahas..though it's not tall but yeah whatever..hahas took some pictures =)

yeah..hahas.after that went basement and play arcade..hahas.and guess what we play..zzz.para para..-.-.. all crazy and obsess with para le..LOL..then in the end ar.. everybody keep playing and trying lor...but yeah they are not bad..=)...hahas.. damn crazy and funny lar..hahas.=)...then after that went home..=).. hahas.. i love my group lots..seriously..hahs..=)..

i miss you....i miss you lots seriously..=(

Sleeping power

2009-07-08T22:29:00.003+08:00

i think i've reach my limit..i dunno why i'm just so tired that i practically slept or dose off at almost anywhere...zzz..today was really studying..early in the morning have lecture... POM somemore..but yeah i didn't sleep at all.. tried my best not to..after that had lunch at north canteen.. then while waiting for yao ming to finish eating..i went to sleep...zzz.. and guess what..zzz...the guys all went to sleep together in the canteen..canteen so noisy and everything we managed to sleep so soundly lar..zzz..then went for lesson and everything...then after school went to find wang...went gym with him and jemery and benson = skip track training.-.-....and in the gym i also can fall asleep..zzz..went to the weights area and i just sit down and i just dose off naturally...zzz...then nvm.. in toilet..zzz..i also can sleep..-.-...wait for jin wang to bathe then in the mean time i just sit there then i just sit and i somemore can lie down on the bench chopping to 2 bench lar..then people come in cannot use..hahas..then took 159 to tpy inter...wa lao eh..also sleep leh...KNS lar..we 2 can somemore sleep until the end the bus captain have to come out to wake us up...bloody hell.. took 105 also dose off...-.- now also feel like sleeping... WTF IS WRONG WITH ME??...i've suddenly really change into a super slacker lar..even sports also lazy to do..haiz..

i dun think i can tahan anymore..seriously..too tired to do stuff..however sleep so much also no use...-.- also very tired later..zzz...-.-...and super random and weird dreams also come lar..-.-...haiz..hope the old ys comes back but i want this ys's mindset now...cause all he cares the most is you..ta ta.. shall sleep soon...

I promise to study!!

2009-07-07T22:59:00.011+08:00

Here are the pictures that were taken at mon's concert and the class bbq...i regreted not taking pictures during the bbq lar... but only pictures with the koreans.. cause it's sunny's cam..-.-..dun have like any pictures of the class people!! wa..shall take class pic soon seriously in class or whatever shit...-.-...and the pictures at mon's concert..totally random...hahas..walking along the mrt copying and imitating almost everything we see...LOL..hahas super crazy...hahas.. but yeah i like it..^^

Woah...today i wore seriously formal for the first time.. which is super awkward.. but yeah i have to get use to it as i'll be wearing it more often in the future..yeah i look like 20 plus lar.. yeah...did my speech today.. i dun think i did good but at least i tried my best...after school went to mj's house and slack around with mj and di kai. Then after that went to have dinner with them including justin at kfc..catch up a little and everything..walk around then went home.

Okay from today onwards i will study for all lessons! i will not fall asleep anymore in any lecture..i'll not play games during lesson...i'll pay attention in class from now on..i promise..

I dunno why these few days i'm getting so emotional at all.. yeah..thought no1 really knows that for the past few days but you have been in my mind all this while.. but what for?..yeah..i'm worried for you, think about you but it seems like you dun care at all..haiz got nothing much to say.. yeah..haiz..holding on and hoping for a miracle to happen..it's seems impossible..But impossible is nothing...looking at my jacket, keeping myself to stand up and continue walking. Tell me if u do care, or i'll continue to be in despair.........

Too much for you

2009-07-06T01:56:00.004+08:00

hahsa currenting stress and not stress not...hahas gave up on oral com and watch slam dunk... but having speech on tuesday!! means have to wear formal to school...-.-...hahas but whatever..hahsa.=)...yeah today stay at home whole day okay..=) wa so guai right...hahas stay at home with family to move furniture and sort of do a little of spring cleaning..=) hahas found stuff that reminds me of the past..=)..yeah...hahas..we move almost all the funiture all lar...zzz..super tiring can...hahsa then after that went dunno where to have dinner (cause i sleeping in the car) and went home to have DURIANS!!! hahas omg i simply love that lar..hmmm i should treat steph and tsunami eat man..haha..=)...

zzz lazy make the whole song but this is a song's chorus that i made...

Too much for you
i can't escape the spells u made
that made me obsess till today
and u know that it's true
cause i can't change the way i feel
i'm deeply in love with you
so please forgive
if i've been just too much for you

yeah hahas...zzz lazy to think of stuff recently..and i've been sleeping A LOT recently.. really..hahsa at home, during lesson, in the bus or train, car, during mon concert (but i didn't miss her dancing), sometimes even toilet..hahs.dunno what's wrong with me..hahsa last time is cannot sleep now is really want to sleep..hahsa..yeah whatever..=) TYJC having dinner together tml...OMG finally lar..so long never see bestie!! i miss her!!!..hahas..can't wait.. TYJC shall never DIE and will go on FOREVER...hahas=) T the blackie Y the handsome J the pimple and C the fatty....HAHA!!!#$%^&*(... OMG i'm crazy now!! hahas....TYJC to the end!!!=)=)

Like i always do

2009-07-05T13:24:00.003+08:00

yeah..hahas..i'm totally in love with my blog song now..it's super nice..hahas.=)..here's the lyrics...=)

Like i always do
Oh
You gave me a reason
You told me that I'll always be yours
OhYou are my desire
My heart is so on fire for you
I can't stop loving you
Loving you, oh no

Cause I don't wanna end up
In your rear view
Wanna be someone you could turn to
Baby, I never wanna lose you
No, there's nothing I won't do

So I'll watch you like a movie
I'll sing you like a song
Read you like a story
If it takes me all night long
Keep you like a secret
I'll tell you like a joke
It's true
It's true
That I'll love you
Like I always do
(Love you like I always do)
(Love you like like like)

You are so amazing
You stepped in and saved my life
Oh
Every time we are together
My time is yours forever
My world is all yours

Cause I don't wanna end up
In your rear view
Wanna be someone you could turn to
Baby, I never wanna lose you
No, there's nothing I won't do

[Chorus:]So I'll watch you like a movie
I'll sing you like a song
Read you like a story
If it takes me all night long
Keep you like a secret
I'll tell you like a joke
It's true
It's true
That I'll love you
Like I always do
(Love you like I always do)
(Love you like like like))

Hey baby, you'll never leave
No, I'll never leave you
Yeah
Oh
Yeah

I'll watch you like a movie
I'll sing you like a song
Read you like a story
If it takes me all night long
Keep you like a secret
I'll tell you like a joke
It's true
It's true
That I'll love you
Like I always do
(like a movie)
So I'm gonna love you, yeah
(Like a song)
Oh girl, I'm gonna love you
(Like a secret)
I'm gonna love you
(Like a joke)
Oh yeah, I'm a love you like I always do
Yeah
I'm gonna love you
Love you like I always do

yeah..hahas went to mon's concert with steph, jie jie and winona yesterday..hahas..yeah... she did a great job..haha thought we dun have the book about the concert hahas we manage to know when she comes out hahas it's so obvious for me to spot her..hahas.=)...yeah went to makan and went home after that... along the way we did a LOT of stupid things and take a LOT of crazy pictures..hahsa damn crazy but yeah whatever... i like it..=)..hahas well done...

i love looking at your when you are doing what you do best..=)

2009-07-04T03:01:00.002+08:00

Hi people..zzz...hahas didn't blog so quite long le hahas..yeah..went to class bbq on thursday at crayon's house yeah..though some people didn't turn up and yeah things back fired a little...but yeah..it's still alright..it's fun and everything..hahas even the koreans came=)...hahas super love them lar..=)..hahas we threw cleon into the swimming pool and everything hahas..=)..oh and i'm the chef for the bbq yeah and i cook not bad okay..=).. pictures is with sunny hahsa shall take from her soon=) yeah then took 105 with celia home..LOL..hahas that's all i guess.=)

Friday was super stress lar...zzz.. need to hand in afa and oral com lar then haven start at all then super stress and everything..but yeah..it's over..hahas..zzzz jin wang was at house playing dota alr at like 1 plus 2 then wa lao i start playing like 6...see i so devoted to studying..hahas.=)..yeah then went out with JC again to watch transformers again but it failed again...zzz..LOL end up playing lan then yeah went home..hahas...

am i thinking what u are feeling or what are you trying to tell me?? i'm lost

GROCERY SHOPPING!!!!!!=)=)=)=)

2009-07-01T23:38:00.004+08:00

yeah..woke up at 9 today wanted to do e learning but found out it's done..-.- then yeah basically dota-ed and yeah slack with jin wang...went out around 3 plus to go and find NYP friends suppose to be (ANTHONY, SHAWN, cleon, priscilla. celia, rachael and me) end up only cleon priscilla celia, rachael and me..-.- the 2 that have been calling me a ditcher just ditch us today.-.-..LOL..yeah so we went grocery shopping today!! HAHAS that's one of my favourite things to do lar..=)..i know it's a bit auntie..hahs but yeah whatever..=)..

went around and bought item hahsa met at 3.30 end like 8..LOL...hahas..bought crabstick, hot dog, chicken wing, satay, and whatever lar can't think...then went to celia's house to put the things...zzzz and tml i have to go and take again..zzz..yeah..but haha it's for BM0912...i'm willing to do it for them..thought sometimes unpleasant things happen..sometimes our class dun cooperate with each other..so yeah whatever i'm the peace maker=D...hahas bbq at crayon's house..can't wait.. ta ta...=)

but for u i'm willing to go to the extent..

Give me a chance

2009-06-29T12:35:00.005+08:00

Yeah..hahas went out with mj on saturday...mj which is mun jun not michael jackson...LOL...hahas...yeah went to collect my pants and whatever shit..hahas after eating at bishan haha mj saw his beloved jamine lar.. wa lao eh.. first person jasmine call is mj..then talk also talk to mj..i talk to her then she reply... biased...-.-...then when leaving mj keep looking at the direction of where jasmine work lar...-.-...still dun dare say not feel at all for her or whatever shit..-.-

zzz woke up at bloody 7am today for freaking no reason.. why??...zzz today suppose to have e learning and we thought got work to do...end of only must finish project and only question 2 must do more..hahas and i'm doing question 3..^^ so yeah..zzz..don't even need to do anything ^^..jin wang came my house and my mum thought he is tsunami..then she add on saying tsunami is the fatter one ar..hahas..LOL...class conference yestersday and today was crazy..hahas u can see almost everybody scolding ..... hahas.. wa including cheryl lar... thought she innocent lar..zzz.-.- yeah pretty much dota all the way and yeah.. slacking around..-.-..created a 'song'... here's the lyrics..

Give me a chance

Everyday
in our lives
it had been changing us upside down
of all this shit we get
and all the regrets
have been making us so stress now
then u came
in my life and put me back to myself
of all the sweets u gave
the letters received
it had touch me tears right now

Right now..

If i were to ask you for a chance
Will u agree and say yes..
Cause nothing have ever shine so bright in my life
Until u came into the plan

If i were to ask you for a chance
Will u agree and say yes..
Cause nothing have ever shine so bright in my life
Until u came into the plan

Give me a chance

my whole life seems
to be
revolving all around you
the smiles you give
makes me unable to breathe
girl i'm all obsess with you

With you...

If i were to ask you for a chance
will u agree and say yes..
cause nothing have ever shine so bright in my life
until u came into the plan

If i were to ask you for a chance
will u agree and say yes..
cause nothing have ever shine so bright in my life
until u came into the plan

Give me a chance

yeah whatever..hahas..i'm bored..=(

Haiz..sometimes it's just too much to handle...yeah..i've been always wanting to let u know how i really feel but yeah afraid what the outcome will be..i really dun want it to be like the past ..i want to start a new relationship with you.. but will you?...if i were to ask you for a chance..will you say yes? this song is for u..

Fixing a broken heart

2009-06-27T16:04:00.003+08:00

well i came across a song in the morning and wow i loved it straight..yeah..it have nice lyrics..so yeah..check it out if u want to..

There was nothing to say
The day she left
Just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I held a taxi in the rain
Looking for someplace to ease the pain

Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there

You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart

Now I don't understand what I'm going through
There must be a plan that lead me to you
Because the hurt just disappeares
In every moment that you are near

Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there

You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart

Soon the wind will stop falling baby
And I'll forget the past
Cause here we are at last

You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart

Fixing a broken heart

oh yeah well..was shock about what happen to michael jackson...though he's gone but i'm sure his songs and everything will continue to influence others in the future and live on forever..for others he may be just a singer..but to me.. yeah he's the best of all...for he is the king of pop "Michael Jackson"...R.I.P...

2009-06-26T03:40:00.003+08:00

LOL went back school today hahas yeah was suppose to wake up at 9 lor...then dunno who hor not efficient enough.. unable to wake me..=)..and i woke up at close to 1..hahas get myself ready and took a cab there..find info but not much info on another topic..zzz.. yeah.. then talk shit crap sing song with celia shawn erlyn and carol...LOL... random lar..hahas..yeah then when find wang at 4 then yeah haha then travel to tpy library to find jie jie and winona..then waited for the others for a while then realise then all of them are not going anymore..-.-...then nvm we 4 hahas decide to go to wang's house and cook noodles again due to shortage of space in FORK and spoon..LOL..guess what 2 girl and 2 guys...wahahha..we cook 10 packets of noodles 6 egg 1 packet of vege and 7 sausage lar hahas... omg i tell u it's much worst than the previous time wa lao.. we left like 4/10 of it lar after cannot tahan...-.-...yeah..hahas photos with winona shall get from her soon..=0..hahas...

Yes!! jie jie say not bad.. friends say nice for the song....hahas..LOL...wa..over the moon!!...LOL..but yeah whatever it's not going to be posted out ba i guess...but yeah it's for u..

Going back to school again tml alone...can't wait..-.-

a few message can brighten up my day...yeah it's for u....

There for u tonight

2009-06-25T04:11:00.004+08:00

Hahas hi all!!..nothing much have happened these to days...so yeah hahas..but i dunno why i suddenly out of randomness thought of 2 songs out hahs one is for my beloved bestie whom i tried to cheer her up and one who i shall not say...hahas.. but really looking at the lyrics it's super obvious..-.-..hahas so yeah don't think i'm put it out..hahas...but this is for bestie

Do you feel like breaking down tonight..
When darkness comes u've got a fright..
When things don't turn out the way it was..
And when u pray to jesus lord..
Don't be afraid..
Of all this shit..
Cause we're there for u..

Cause everything will be okay and everything will be alright...
Don't cry cause everything will be just fine..
Dun be afraid of a little darkness tonight..
Cause everything will be okay and everything will be alright
Don't cry cause everything be just fine..
Cause yjc is there for u tonight...

When problems becomes too much to spare
Feel free to shove up our ass
Cheer up cheer up bestie cause no matter what u do we'll be always there for u.....

Cause everything will be okay and everything will be alright...
Don't cry cause everything will be just fine..
Dun be afraid of a little darkness tonight..
Cause everything will be okay and everything will be alright
Don't cry cause everything be just fine..
Cause yjc is there for u tonight...

Cheer up cheer up bestie cause no matter what u do we'll be always there for u.....

Cause everything will be okay and everything will be alright...
Don't cry cause everything will be just fine..
Dun be afraid of a little darkness tonight..
Cause everything will be okay and everything will be alright
Don't cry cause everything be just fine..
Cause yjc is there for u tonight...

hahas..yeah..i know it's shit..hahas..but hey i made it in 10 mins..^^.. so yeah cheer up bestie!! lol i know it's a little too late..yeah but yeah the song hahas when i sing very funny..=) so yeah don't wanna talk about it..=)

TYJC went out on monday!!..HAHAS..yeah.. me and jin wang went all the way from tpy to tp okay when find bestie then waited for tsunami to finish which is like 2 hours lar..-.-.. stupid..hahs when tampines and walk walk jalan jalan and whatever shit lar...yeah then went home after that..so yeah...

Tuesday
hahas for the first time in the holidays i stayed at home the whole day..cause JC came my house and yeah slack around.. complain about no password for connection to my internet..LOL..hahas ps ps..=)...yeah then FIRST time my friends had dinner at my house..hahas wa they like pretend dun want but actually want de lor..zzz.especially tsunami...-.- and u know what..zzz.. i have to wash their plates and everything after dinner..everytime de leh...hahas but damn funny cause my cat ( mimi) came then like like tsunami (who love cats) then keep sticking near tsnami.. then jin wang have to keep making her go away hahas..=)... wa lao eh my mum damn biased lor dunn seem she so good to me when they not around.... yeah..hahas then the went home and whatever...dragonica tonight!!=)

Well thinking about everything in the past.. i realise i loved my friends a lot..though some disappeared and gone..but yeah they are there for me..i still got bestie jin wang tsunami jie jie xin steph bill mj and a lot more...not neglecting NYP friends celia cleon shawn xavier yao ming... up coming close okay..wahahas..so yeah

Sure had fun with them love having them and with u before too..=)

Dragonica!!

2009-06-22T04:12:00.005+08:00

HAHAS slept at 8 in the morning yesterday!! hahas for some reason i just can't sleep..=)..Woot!! hell yeah.. i became a gladiator in dragonica!! thanks to some stranger who is so good to me lor.. he accompany to do quest and help me promote and he give me money!!..hell yeah ty to him lots..=)..hmm yeah when lan today with dennis, mj ( forever late), jin wang, oscar, ri xin, bernard and some seriously change a lot lar wah lao hahas...suppose to meet at 1 hahas and again i reach at 2 plus going 3..hahas my bad..=) but at least i'm not the latest..haha. mj came like 3.45..hahsa he's the pro man.. forever one leh..for the past 4 years are no matter how late i am i also cannot win mj..hahas..somehow he will be later than me..hahas thinking of the past when we were suppose to go out and everything after school..however he want to change clothes so okay we went to his house..and we end up pushing back your plan for like 4 hours?? no matter what go mj's house or anything related to mj ar = gg really..hahas..

Parents went malaysia so i've to sort of take care of the house...yeah..hahas first time i came home so early.. 6 plus..for the whole holiday..hahas..=)...and dragonica all the way!! haha..then mummy brought back two favourite things of mine!!! ^^ durians ( which steph and tsunami love hahas!!) and chewing gum!! hahas...going find tsunami and bestie tml!!.. TYJC go!!=)..tata!!..

I'm back!!!=)

2009-06-21T04:08:00.007+08:00

Hahas.. opps...AFK for quite long..hahsa..too much thing and emotions have happened so yeah..dun wanna talk about it..hahas..let's talk about the good part..=)...hahas....basically have been like YJC outing all the way..hahas.. yeah..

Wednesday
LOL had so much fun lar..hahas..hahas stay at tsunami's house for dinner..woohoo!!!...his mum cook dinner for us man!! and really his mum's cooking is really really good ( no wonder tsunami so fat)...opps...hahas..=)..then YJC ( including his tsunami's bro chng hui) went jogging after that..hmm our route?.. from potong pasir to toa payoh lorong 8... then braddell... then lorong 1.. then marymount...then balastier...then bestie's house!! ( jalan bahagia)...LOL..but lol basically tsunami was slacking through out the whole jog!! hahas..but yeah have fun...hahas..went to bestie's house the nearby playground play like shit..hahas.. and we all learn fitness stuff from a like 7- 8 years girl??... wtf?!! hahas..LOL..played the balancing beam thing..hahas and i dominate everyone!! wahaha..=)

Thursday
Hahas went back school to do stats project..hahas..suppose to meet at NYP at 9...hahas and i woke up like 9.45..hahas=).. took cab there so reach there like 11..hahas ps ps the lims and the chan=)...it's all celia's fault lar!! LOL..hahas..cause she's not efficient in morning calls hahas.=) jk jk..then after that went to play lan with Jin wang's friends..hahas.LOL..went to play L4D.... and i've never played before..so yeah i super super noob those kind..but after that..hahas.. got much much better..hahas..=).. yeah.. after that went to meet crabs..yeah..then like that lor.. hahas go pei them go eat then go home =/..hahas..

Friday
LOL...hahas..JC came to my house hahas..wa no1 have been to my house for so long lar.. the last one was like 3 years back??..LOL bringing william and yun hao back when mum is sick is really a bad idea..hahas...after that mum dun really allow people come my house..but hahas she approve!! hahas yeah came my house slack play com watch tv and clean fish tank^^..hahas.LOL...kimmy dun really like tsunami..hahas.LOL..maybe cause he too fat....jk jk..=0 haha but mummy was like saying stuffs about them...hahas she thought jin wang is much taller then me... -.-.. jin wang??? taller then me?!! LOL...hahas then say tsunami is plum hahas..sounds like my mum very scary or something right.. but yeah she like some of my friends..hahas..but should not say out..=)...yeah after that went town walk walk and eat..=) went home after that..hahas..=) dragonica all the way!! woot!!

Saturday
Our target for that day..to accompany Jin Wang go Queensway buy shoe and study and running after that.. end up dun think we did anything LOL..hahas... suppose to meet at 10 or 12.. dunnno which..hahs i end up meeting them at peninsula at 3...hahas not bad lar =)..then gave up the idea of going queensway then postpone to another day..went national library study and i really studied...dragonica..hahas..LOL..then tsunami was like wa... -100% effieciency le today must study..then end up go there also dragaonica..-.-.. so the only thing he accomplished is asking people the format for email..-.-..hahas..man i tell u he is super efficient man =)..yeah had dinner and went home..=) dragonica at night!!=) parents going malaysia on Sunday!!! wahaha...means instant staying out super late!!!...going out with lan later..=) tata..=)..

Lys

If u think that i never cared for u think again...cause all along i'm waiting for your msg..

Chef lys..=D

2009-06-17T03:52:00.011+08:00

Yeah when out with tsunami, jin wang, chng jie and tsunami's friend whose name i didn't catch..hahas..met them at FORK and spoon and had lunch there then went tpy library to 'study'... yeah tsunami really studied.. 2 hours to slides of powerpoint.. power right??..hahas..=)..yeah.. then accompany tsunami's friend to interchange..hahas.. wow clever kid.. he's taking IB man..LOL...hahas i saw his maths qns and one of them is d cube y over d x cube follow by one full piece of junk hit... i was like..hahas..so easy!! hahas.. LOL..then actually wanted to go running at stadium..however half way throught it rain a little..hahs so decided to go wang's house to play hero seige..-.-..went to his house.. forever the same.. messy as always..wanted to play cannot play..dunno what's wrong with ad hoc... must be due to wang's ....... hahas..=)..

Then we somehow decide to cook our dinner!! hahas..and i cook for them okay!!! BUT it's instant noodles....first time for my friends ( not included oac friends lar) wa.. 4 people eat 10 packets of noodles plus 2 egg and 1 full packet of vege...omg i tell u ar.. we eat until we want to die ar... our stomach all cannot tahan le lar..LOL...in the end tsunami and bro cannot tahan then me and wang was like trying to finish lar..after that made buns for them to eat..haha..see i can 'cook'..hahas i'm interested in it..hahas.=) went home after that.=)

Saying out is easy but when u mean it it's hard.. you know that all along.. sorry for those harsh words yesterday..i said it out as i was really angry...sorry..you know that all along i that i care for you most..now later future...that's not going to change.. and that's you simonne ng.. give me a chance to prove to you that there's a change in me and everything... i believe

I believe...

2009-06-16T03:32:00.014+08:00

When times are you we tend to be moody... when things change we tend to change as well...we all have move one step closer in life that we all have forgotten about all those that we were close in the past...everyone does that but what it matters it whether we will think about what were the good times we had in the past...

Today i met up with 2 of my greatest friend that i've not gone out with after i went poly.. mj and dennis..in the past no matter what we'll go out or slack together play lan have recess together with my group.. when we graduate most of us seperate..in the past i'll always go out with mj and everything..but after poly we sort of seperate..4 years of close friendship is really so valuable that really cannot be bought..same goes to all the other dearest friendships..

People tend to change.. but always remember who you really are or rather who have always been there or work hard together with you all this while...

i believe that there's change in me..but i realise something.. even if i've changed i know that in this 4 freaking years.. all my friends stood up for me, take care of me, entertain me, do whatever shit with me.. they are always there for me... including u..so stop running away and come back...u know that all along that i want you back..

And believe that everything is possible with trust and believe..i believe that one day u will realise that too.

Eczema, striae and urticaria..=/

2009-06-14T21:02:00.014+08:00

Here is a video for yesterday's outing...hahas. we play untill all scream like shit lar.. hahas

Damn fun.. have lots of fun with them i realise and they helped me a lot all this while.. thanks=)...hahas

Hahas went to family clinic today..cause of my red red like rashes not rashes bumps/ lumps on my body..hahas.. then found out that it was urticaria hahas...dun ask me i also dunno wth is that..hahas..apart from the before that i had eczema for the ankle, hands and elbow and straie for my back..hahsa i got a lot of problem hor!!..hahas but it's harmless..but really really itchy and it really destroy the skin appearance lar..hahsa..haiz..sad to say eczema and striae can't be healed..haha so yeah..who cares=)...life is to live to the fullest. =) hahsa so should give a damn about it at all..

i care about you as always... please don't be like that...

TYJC rules!!!

2009-06-14T01:02:00.003+08:00

Back!! Finally the modem's listening to me hahas..went to suntec cause bestie MUST visit friend if not must treat ice cream..LOL..hahas.. went to the it convention fair.. wa lao eh..freaking packed with people lar..we were like squeezing our way through the whole crowd lar... hahas..then jin wang and tsunami was like challenging who take for flyers...-.-..LOL..hahas..then we walk around and went raffles city...hahas!!!..i love Animal clothes!!! wa lao..but quite ex.. so must save...hahas=).. then took bus to sembawang...wa the bus trip 1 hour plus..hahas. damn long.. basically from one end to the other end lar..hahas..then sit until my butt pain...went back op to collect my commission cheque..-.-.. so little lar..$23 nia..LOL..better then nothing.. went fix my watch and have dinner then we went upstair to splash park..wa upstairs ar really damn fun!!..hahas... we went to play the turn turn thing.. i also dunno how to explain!! shall wait for bestie to upload the pics and videos!! hahas.. then we play until i giddy and want to vomit lar and we were shouting and scream all the way lar..then the people there was like looking at us but who cares=) we seriously have fun!!..hahas=)..went home after that..yeah..ta ta..=)

I love TYJC!!!.. WOOT!!! TYJC rules!!!

Best of friends!!!!!

2009-06-13T15:39:00.003+08:00

Wa... left my laptop with Jin wang so yeah was unable to blog on thursday...went out with ALSBYCS...hahas...went to the same old flyer place..=)... i'm really starting to love that place a lot=)...talk cock slack and dunno do what..hahas...=).. i was unable to blog yesterday cause of STUPID MODEM!!!! cannot receive signal lar!!! @#$%!!! then was like trying fix the problem for like 1 hour plus but and end up giving up..zzz.-.-..yeah...went track yesterday then after that have "dinner" went out with TYJC!!! finally man.. wa so like never see bestie lar..she like afk so long..hahas..yeah spend some time together and talk cock and OMG!! TPY got pasar malam!!! YES man!!...hahas i'm at FORK and spoon with them now!! hahas..going suntec now!!! WOOT!!. ta ta .. shall blog later..=)

I'm so lucky to have such wonderful friends..each and every one of them..and i mean everyone that is there for me....ty=)

Confession..

2009-06-10T23:51:00.004+08:00

WOOT!!.. went out with ALSYJC!!!!!!!..wa lao waited for jin wang in school for like 2 hours plus before meeting them lar...-.-.. by the time we reach marina they finish playing bowling le=(...haiz..nvm shall play soon..=)..slacked around kfc and i help jie jie got a new high score lar.. 3,000,500 lar!!!..wa.. i so 'lucky' got so many combo and hypercube lar..damn crazy man..hahas..=) went to flyer and just sat and take random pictures!!..hahas photos shall come soon!!=)...talk about stuff.. got bonded closer..yeah.. i love this group a lot!!=0..well tml we are going out again!!!!!!..HAHAS...can't wait!!!

Is it me or am i just getting bad to worse...i've been feeling guilty all this while after i've did something that i never would do to hurt her..i want to say to her is sorry and thanks for everything she's done for me in the past but i just can't...=/..Sometimes i think that it's always my fault and will continue to have it her way.. but this is different.. i've hurt someone that i've known for like going for so many years just to 'please' her?..i really am foolish..Though it make me happy to be closer with her but what for when i hurt someone that i feel that is close to me...

i'm sorry ......

Boredom

2009-06-10T09:51:00.001+08:00

OMG... i'm so bored!!!... nothing to do and we have to wait for 3 hours before lesson starts again!!! hahas... hmm going meet jie jie steph again later!!! can't wait..hmmm somehow my class is obsessed with para para..-.- hahas especially Cleon the para queen..LOL..haha.. shall write u all a song later about Cleon..=)... tata=)

Help wanted!!!!!

2009-06-09T16:47:00.000+08:00

Hahas..i've finally create a blog after so long!!!..wow...omg it's so hard lar.. i dun understand anything lar even though i had html lessons -.-..hahas..thanks to the help of Yao Ming and Celia and a bit of cleon..=)..Hahas please if possible anyone teach me how to work this stupid shit..hahas..

Woah..today was seriously crazy.. we stayed back for stupid stats project thing until like 5 plus (cause we slack around =/) then out of the sudden me shawn yao ming and cleon decided to eat buffet...-.-..LOL..hahas though it was costly but yeah we have lots of fun hahas..joke about everything including prawn's shit..-.-..cleon was like sooner or later comfirm get backlisted everywhere de and he "accidentally" spilled the boiling hot soup on my hand!! @#$%..hahas..forgive him cause he's the mega 5's boy..went arcade after that and guess what? we spend like 25 dollars in within an hour...broke flat now=(...oh well shall do that again with xavier and others soon!! =)